ill miss it.

Lets not be sad because it ended.Smile because it happen the crazy times we have and share.It's better this way i assume.For now we don't have anything to hide from each other.Everything is clear for the both of us.I'm letting it go so that you can pursue for what you desire not being a rock thats in your way.When i said this is the last time i call you sister.My eye's watered up and tears came down.Indeed i will miss the word sister as you are the first and only one whom i call sister.

more memories.

Ahhh its been some time now since i went into maple!Well its because i dont have anything to do with it anymore lol so yeah quitted last december 2007!So today!!!i went into maple along with MY MAN!LEE LIAK PEIR aka MilkMo0n aquilla please add if youre interested single sexy 15 going 16.Below are the screen shots that we have taken.

One of the many memories i have during in maple this was taken in the year of 2006.

MO MOO MO MO MOOO!!MARINA FOR US YAY!!!MAY THE COW BE WITH US!

No matter how much i love you

I will still hate you.

In assosiation with Lee representing the SELAK CLAN!

You two stupid retards dont believe fine here's the prove!!!lalalaal

Well thats all nothing much.

Happy Faces

The hearts and happy faces of students after finishing their SPM examination.

mother.

A mother's touch

His care towards his mother,
Has open my mind to different angles of point of view,
I have just notice,
How caring can a mother be,
For all the time i have doubted her,
Hate,despise and cursing is the only feeling i have towards her,
He feed her with such care and kindness in his actions,
As the moment carry on the more i witnessed and the more i think,
They may not see it but,
The inside of me is crying as heavy as the clouds's could storm,
On the outside is what remains of me no difference than a stone inside and out,
Time is short on her hand,
Do i have enough time to get her to forgive my sins,
I changed after this and another tear breaking moment in my life,
My point of view towards my own mother,
I may not be able to say it in front of you,
But i still love you no matter how much you scold me from now on,
I may hate you but within it there more love where hate comes from,
I will change and be a better man for the sake of my family,
This is not a promise but an oath that i made to myself.

9 more days lol

Woke up at 1 in the afternoon today.Results of sleeping at 5am in the morning.Alright asked mom whats for lunch she said nothing so its practicly self-service.Took out 10 ringgit put it right into my wallet told my dad imma off to lunch daddy!Oook was thinking of having a mamak lunch which is mee rojak with cendol to top it off since there's a cendol stall there.Started my walk right when i was about to pass my grandma's house my uncle called me over.Talk a lil then he called me in.He seems to be chopping wood?Well he told me the story behind it which is because the wood that he's chopping into tiny and thin pieces is to let it dry under the sun then boil it with water.The water will be drink after doing so.WHY?Because he found out that THAT particular wood actually heals his long suffered knee illness which has been with him over 7 years.Incredibly he finally found a cure!awesome!Oh ya, he trated me with uhhh "chee yuk kon" its those dried pork meat that we usually have during chinese new year.Alright nothing much there he gave me a passion fruit afterwards.And it tasted good!a mixture of sweet and sour!Its my first ever passion fruit i ever had haha looks like my decision to stay isnt wrong!Hmm then he made a cup of uhhh honey water?poured it into a bottle then he told me that he's gonna see his mom(my grandma) in the old folks home.Since i never seen her for quite a while and never actually been to the place i decided to go along with him.Cmon its paying respect to the elders!Alright off we go!He drove to a restaurant called Khalis something to buy the special tosai that they serve for the workers in the old folks home.Too bad the restaurant was close.So he just drove along to places just to kill some time before we went to the old folks home since its only open to visitors at 2.30p.m.It looks like the old folks home is located near satay zul.Its been more than 6 months since i've been up close with my grandma i remember her very well when i was a young chap she used to gift me tons of pocket money to buy candy and stuffs.Thinking back of those moments just put a smile on my face.Her kindness is something that cant be replaced with.To see that my uncle is so sincere to my grandma im very touched indeed though she's old and causes nothing good but truoble he still cares for her so much.... she has an illness which makes her forget things very quickly and over time she forgets more even who she is perhaps.Ever since i came back from Kl i've been more patient with my mom and doing things that she asks regardless of mood.It turns out that she's treating me better in return as well.I'm dissapointed on myself as well im so ashamed that i cant understand much of cantonese.Since thats what my uncle and grandma speaks to me... I wish i know cantonese...After spending half an hour with granny my uncle took me out for lunch at Old Town Kopitiam trying out their white coffee not really special in my opinion just average and had koay tiaw soup.Thats about it for my day.

You babi dont get so emo lah.I wasnt in a good mood in the first place thats why i dont want to chat.

40th interact district conference.

Well it's maybe late for this but argh who cares.Woke up early on that morning.Double checked everything that i had to bring along and my own things.Everything seems to be there time to head over to the bus station!Went over to Mei Chee since she's the first one there later followed up by Pavi,Mohanes,Komala,Kaminees and the others came later.Meet up with the rotarians that we saw during the leadership camp which includes Rotarian Ho,Rotarian Rizal,Rotarian Chia and some more others.Got news from him that my cousin from Japan was coming back to Malaysia soon.Soon everyone was there bags into the store of the bus everyone up in the bus ready to go!LETS GET THE JOURNEY GOING BABEH!!!

Ok the bus trip was entirely boring.SINCE THIS IS MY FUCKING BLOG I AM HERE TO VOICE OUT WHAT I THINK OF THE FUCKING BUS TRIP.I feel is it like totally up to them to pick the fucking positions in the bus?THE REST OF THE GANG ARE BEHIND THE BUS WHILE PAVI MUNIS AND I ARE THE FRONT ONES.I pity pavi as this is his FIRST and LAST conference trip that he will be having.Quietly in front there with NO entertainment but his phone listening to musics and gazing into the boring road IS THIS EVEN FAIR?OH RIGHT LIFE'S UNFAIR FUCK IT THEN.The rest are behind talking talking talking happily with one another.AWW WHAT A LOVELY SIGHT AINT IT???Oh man since its their time to rule it has their name all over on the seats which their particular group are in.Fine let it be since it's their year ill be patient and not nag about it anymore since its already enough.COOL DOWN JOHNNY!

Arrived in Klang around 1 i guess then we freaking waited under the bus station under some shelter there.We waited around 30 mins for the other bus to pick us up to Kompleks Rakan Muda.Alright were there yay for us!Check-in right away got our junk food,caps,notebook,pen and all sort of other junks!Alright got our participant cards.

After thats done time to find our group since were late so yeah we gotta go around asking this marks the very beginning of the conference that i have been long awaited for yeah!Went around asking asking asking...finally found E3!!!!Alright the group was pretty no VERY! quiet indeed what the hell not like what i expected!!!the interactors who went there were so timid not all there are A FEW very prominent ones.Alright time to get down to business they gave me a weird stare then i just settled down without much problem with their tiger stares which might give some of you all the creeps.Ok they ask for an intro so an intro i shall give them.Names john im holding the post of I.U. director for this year from kuantan the school of Saint Thomas.Done!without problems at all the others just wow... clapped lol~.Alright then we discussed about our cheer cry asking opinions from one another and wtf!!!I am really disappointed only around 4 including me gave suggestions and the only ones who had the WILL of an INTERACTOR.No offense for other interactors but you came for the sake to interact with other interactors from another corner of a district right?you came all the way down here just to be QUIET?thats no way to enjoy this once in a life time opportunity at all is it?Once thats over there's a guy from Victoria Institute demonstrated his school dance and wow it was certainly unique!thumbs up for ya!But too bad we cant use it for our cheer since its STRICTLY forbidden by his school seniors.Alright after all the blabberings over we headed outside and started shouting like idiots and more opinions coming in and a few more guys came in thank god they were able to talk at least!Our cheer cry was
E!E=excellent!
C!C=courage!
H!H=honour!
O!O=OMBAK!?!?!?(wave)wtf lol!

30 minutes passed so everybody check into their respective dormitory.check in check in put things then were off to our next slot.done here done that time for tea break!That night there was a comedy show conducted by Rotarian Ravinder Singh.Well he certaintly gave the crowd a big laugh but i wasnt really laughing AT ALL i guess im someone who's hard to come by eh?After all of thats over supper back to the dormitry chit chat with my room mates which are Jana,Man Hou and Alvin new friends awesome guys!Light out at 1.

2nd day
Woke up around 5.30 i think went to bath brush teeth etc done here done that poof time for breakfast!OH YA THERES ONE THINK TO NOTIFY IS THAT THANK GOD THE FOOD HERE IS MUCH MUCH MUCH MORE BETTER THAN THE FUCKING ONES WE HAD IN OUR LEADERSHIP CAMP BACK IN KUANTAN IN AMANSARI RESORT IT WAS BAD ENOUH I HAD TO RESOLVE IT TWICE.After breakfast its time to get back our asses into the hall and listen to lectures.hooray....But this time there was a band yes a band!boys brigade of some school performed some song one of them is keranamu malaysia the rest i have totally no idea.Spectacular performance indeed i wish to see my neighbouring school mgs's band in action as well lol.Then the vip's came in along with 13 flags i think with each interactor from their respecting state carrying their state flag ours was carried by Suk Fek from sabs.After that they called out each of the following interactors accordingly to their states after being called out corresponding interactors will stand up and give a cheer followed by a clap by the audience of interactors.In the afternoon we were given one of the most troublesome task of all the business challenge where we will try to convince some investors upon our project.It was really tough for my team as the spirits were very low and very quiet i felt pity for the group leader as she had to to everything by herself and tried over and over again to raise the teams spirit.We were discussing too much on something that we didn't go crazy on our idea's.When it was the presentation i totally look up on group A's presentation.It was spectacular especially the exchange students use of language.He was from Australia names Christ Harvey.Then we were forced onto some lame game.done that supper went into the dormitry chit chat boom lights out.

3rd/last day
Ahhh its the last day... it was pretty sad as i got to leave all my friends for now.But it wasnt so soon yet.Washed up had breakfast then we went into our dormitry pack our bags took out the bed sheets and pillow sheets and gave it to the receptionist.Called into the hall without knowing we have check out yet or not we hesitately went to the receptionist to do so luckily we did it because we havent checked out yet.Well on the last day there's not much happening just voicing out our points of view on the conference AND problems faced by the interact club.After thats over one of the rotarians promised some interactor that she will dance along with ALL the other rotarians so they all went on stage and started dancing dj used "i like to move it move it" sound track which is heard in the movie of madagascar 2.Finally everything came to an end where we had to set farewell to our friends here and move on to our boring holidays back again.But thats not all.... i DIDN'T went back home instead i stayed on in KL!with my aunt.Well thats another story people will be posting about it later.

Badges that i collected throughout this year and during the conference.
Not much but they bare great memories in them!

She said

Shen an I'm breaking up with you!
LIVE!
I HATE U.
babi, how could u. you broke my heart into a millon pieces.
asshole, babi. heart breaker.
HATE HATE HATE.
did u know how much i love you?
did u ever spare a thought for me?ever.
the times we had together. were they all just fun and games to you?
than why did u had to make it all so real, gave me false hope so i can fall so deeply in love with you.
IDIOT! i can't ever hate you though how hard i tried to.





this is not real, but only a crap post.
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Fine you idiot!Be that way who cares!
And you said im the special one pfft!
Go die lah you i don't ever want to see your bitchy face again.
You have done nothing but only giving me nightmares.
To think that you truly loved me for who i really am.
IM SUCH A BLIND FOOL TO LOVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU.
Oh who would even spare a thought towards a bitch like you?
Love me?
You despise me more than you ever loved me.
Cant hate me even if you tried?
Well good luck suffering there bitch.
No one cares for you EVER
Get a life whore.

happy birthday Mei Cheeeeeeeeeeeee

Featuring Lim Mei Chee!!!
One of the leng lui's of mgs
And ALSO one of the Blur-est girls around mgs!!!
It has been 365 days complete on today which is the day you were born.
So.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAH ISH!!!!LOL!
If anyone is interested please visit her one and only blog!

Hong's bday bash

Presenting Hong's birthday party bash!!!Its just a group photo lol.Lazy to explain lah a picture speaks a thousand words.

Great memories.

Great great times we had during the iu night.Two more years.Just two more years and all of this will end.Oh how i wish it wouldn't end that soon.I've been thinking after getting a degree,getting a job,got married,have children then what else is there to do.Maybe i've been thinking too much.Is this all that we humans are to do after everything's archieved whats next.

unknown cravings

Ahhh the holidays its gonna end soon then the form 4 life starts!Well before that happen's im having a strong craving for food these days like for an instance im craving for tau fu fa,satay,cendol,rojak,those malay food and kuih's!!!cha siew pao and lots more!Man next week's gonna be a week of food!where i walk around kuantan searching for nice food lol well if its affordable that is!!!

I guess i wont be online much these days due to my brother REALLY controlling the computer at times and i will be probably with the ps2 playing back my games and finishing it and playing NEW games!!!So the blog wont be updating much as it is like it used to be.

games.

Rating:9/10

Crisis Core takes you into a place far before the actual story of Final Fantasy 7 where everything before Final Fantasy 7 is revealed.The story is about a SOLDIER named Zack.A devoted SOLDIER which dream to be a Hero."Keeping your Honour" and "Embrace your dream" these are the two most memorable quote's in the game.Soon later it was found out that a 1st class SOLDIER deserted Shinra for his own goals not long after that incident Angeal, the senior to Zack too deserted Shinra.The story slowly unfolds as you venture on further into the game.For some reason i am not satisfied with the game yet.As for the ending it is indeed a very touching one.Someone who served an organization so well but in the end only longed for freedom just got hunted down by huntsmen.Their relationship,Zack and Aerith was truly a sad one as it has been 4 years since he had last seen her and she had sent him 89 letters only the 89th which is the last one came to him.It was delivered by a beast protecting the chruch where the flowers were.While the other 88 letters are with the TURKS.Fighting with every bit of strength left within him to safe Cloud and hoping to return to Midgar to see Aerith again but he couldn't he was outnumbered by the amount of soldiers.It is indeed a heart breaking moment for the ending.The reason im giving it a 9 out of 10 is because the side quests are the same with the same objectives nothing to spice up the game.This is a game you want to get and for those Final Fantasy 7 die hard fans out there like me this is a must have.The ending gave me tears.

Rating:10/10

God of War has always been a game of pure action with blood,gore and never a moment to get back your breath as the action keeps coming.The story is about Kratos or also known as the Ghost of Sparta serving the gods of Olympus hoping that they will ease him from the nightmares that he is having.As the story goes on the action keeps getting more intense than it is with more magical relics that he acquire to aid him on his journey the battle's are a blast and makes you coming for more.It is a game not to be missed.

Back,maybe

Its been some time since my last blog entry.Ahhh i guess i wont be going online much lately since my brother will be in possession of the computer most of the time... addicted to the game maple.Anyways, the conference was nice for me as i got to meet a lot of people there all over malaysia from government school to international school interactors meet up.Im just too lazy to write about it ill just leave it for now.

taken by the pro cameraman which was our room mate,JANA!!!our new gay family!!!

i dont have much in mind now as im stuck to the psp with the game FINAL FANTASY CRISIS CORE!!!!its been hmm 4 days of playing now any my play time for the game is 32 hours wow i played alot lol.imma final fantasy fanboy dont mind me.

joylel

Tomorrow's the interact conference.
Time to get ready for what lies ahead.
ahhhh!
Just to notify you all will be staying in KL for a few days after the conference.
Will be staying with my aunt.
Taking my time to explore KL i do hope i can explore the malls there as i have NEVER been to the malls in kl before.

I'm not good at this if you were to read this im just sorry sister.Things just happen.Were not close as were used to be that's the fact.I love the letters that you write to me although you think its meaningless.Waiting every week the day after your tuition ends hoping to get a letter from you.Though i refer you as sister here and chats we used to have last time but i still cant say the word sister comfortably in front of you just don't know why.Thank you and sorry.

Blood man!!!

Ahhh back from the camp a 2day 1 night camp.It is the camp where skilled and choosen ones will go.Well not really.Started of early in the morning packed up my luggage and walked to mgs car park meet up with the dudes and the mgs leng luis and the leng zai and leng lui's of sabs Lol!After thats done we went to breakfast with the rotarians getting there with their car.It was suppose to be some dusun resort i think but they changed their mind last minute so it was TO AMANSARI RESORT!Yeah brings back memories!During my school's BUKA project.

best picture ever!!!

Alright enough with that.Upon reaching there we were given a short briefing and all introduction of the Rotarian's bla bla bla then next its to the hall where we are scrambled into perspective groups.My group was with Man Keith(monkey),Marina-sdc,J.J wong,Mon Yie,Black Navin and 3 temerloh guys.hmmm the first slot was about drugs.yes drugs the ones that we hear all the time in school.We were treated with a show of "mat rempits" thats what we call them in malaysia or in another word is stupididioticdaredevils.Ahhh i dont remember much.After the talk was almost over the temerloh guys and girls arrived 13 of em whoah beat us saint thomas guys where we have 10 members present MGS with 7 followed by the elite team of SABS leaded by keegan and his 5 other merry men.After the lecture we were given a short break where we check into our rooms and lunch thank god its not the same room i was in before!!!We were reminded to be in the hall at 2.00p.m. SHARP then a certain V.I.P. Came in late with style!Keegan known as mr 5 past 2 lol!Punctuality!then one of the rotarians talked about economics lol inflation,deflation,rish,asset,liability etc.After that a rotarian from a certain far place came all the way from i dont know where to our camp here in kuantan lol.He called out a volunteer and who knew it was the one sitting beside me miss MARINA AZMI!!!she was given a paper then faced to the wall showing her back on us then started giving is directions on what to draw on our paper.After that he called out another one and it was LAME MEI CHEE this time!!!!the blood bank lol!Man and was she BLUR!!!not to mentione her GANAS-ness LOL!!!She can be a great teacher she told us to shut our asses off in front of us with her blurness lol!power power!Had our tea break then its off to beach games!Oh my it was i think 10 legged race lol!!!the group that we are arranged to gotta tie our legs together with the one beside us i'm overpowered by Marina and Black Navin lol my legs hurt on both sides.too bad we lost the next game was using anything thats on our body to make the longest straight line we can even use our body.Keegan's team forfeited so the rotarians declare the 3 other teams that played the game from the start till the end winners!and Keegan's team is the only loser.They had to do a full run maybe just 100m distance lol.Then another game where 4 representitive from each group will play it the game will be running to a pole then doing a 360 x 5 turns i think then going back to the group and tag the other guy and continue till its done.Lose in the end as well lol then we went to the beach to wet ourself woohoo!After all of the entertaiment is over we went back this time to the pool!yeah! theres still some more partay!Navin and Izmir challenged each other with the awesomeness of Navin he was defeated by Izmir.Went into our room it was freaking cold!!!Washed up dinner lecture about the role of the president,treasurer,secretary and club service.It made me realise its REALLY hard to make it a perfect interact club where everything is running smoothly.I hope i can do it in the coming year.Oh ya not to mentione free Vico drinks!!!Cheers!!!during one of the presentations that night JJ Wong always have a very sad facial expression most of the time oddly lol.after the dinner i had a chat with rotarian rizal and ho with munis.Talked about careers and appreciation and the younger generations this days and his experiences.Suddenly he mentione Eric Yap yes!ERIC YAP!!!THAT PERSON!!!IS MY COUSIN ALL THE WAY BACK IN JAPAN OMG!!!i couldnt believe my ears.So eventually i got to know more about my cousin through him was glad that i came to the camp without it i may not know that much about my cousin which is all the way back in japan i've only met him once which was when i was a young lad age 9 in kl attending my cousin's marriage so practicly its 6 years back then long enough for me lol.I didnt join the other guys and girls in their slumber party i was very tired after rotarian ho and i finished our talk i went into my room right away and slept.The next morning got up at 6.30 freezed to death by the air-cond washed up went to the beach almost 7 too bad we couldnt see the sunrise the clouds were blocking it.Heres how it looks like for those who never seen it before.

Then we had breakfast a lil more lectures then a presentation of next year's activities congrats to hwa lian for making it a very organised planning indeed.After thats all over rotarian ho ask questioned us how much we remembered lol when it came to economics EVERYONE responded loudly and noisily looks like everyone's very economic based here eh lol!after that its lunch and its time to say farewell to the temerloh guys hope will meet you guys in the conference especially the blood bank lol!

Motorola ROKR E8

Featuring the motorola ROKR E8

Will be using this phone from now on xD.

cheer up.

Life seems to suck sometimes, but as you learn that there will always be polarities, night, day, life, death, someone in your life, no one in your life.. youwill learn to flow in time with all of it and appreciate all of it in time.

Appreciate the tears, be happy that you can cry and let it out. There are good days and bad days and just find the courage and to live through the difficult ones and sit quietly at that time to be with yourself and your emotions.

Dear, it is all part of the game. Everyone will separate from us, one by one. The one who has come into our life would definitely go one day. Considering that everyone of near and dear one will one day leave us or vice versa, we should enjoy our moments to be spent with him her, as much as possible.

Credits to adlene upon finding these meaningful quotes
And do cheer up lol.

melissa melissa melissa

The pic says it all

back on my feet

Finally back on my feets
After 2 days of suffering in the bed
Stomachache and pure headaches
and has come to an end yay!!!
can finally go back to my rantings.

Guys.com

Guys.Guys guys guys.They can be in a form of super handsome or super ugly whrer girls not dare to approach them at all wherease the other is a girl magnet.Guys mostly are stupid beings where they are caugh up in the act of drug abuse mostly and from drug abuse they go onto an even more hardcore cases such as murder and rape casses that we seen so widely in the newspapers.Why must these type of idiots i mean INFIDELS mess up the good name of guys?hell with it.well known man like issac newton who discovered the law of gravity or Alexander Grahm bell which invented the first telephone.As the years go on male dominant will lose thier territory.Only few will survive in the world EARTH.They are fools,failure in life making a big fuss.Other than that.Guys are also girl addicts such as girls addict for guys as i mentioned in my previous few posts.These guys i refer as asslickers or in another meaning guys who WANTS to stick with ALOT of girls at ALL times and doing it at all means to be close with a certaint girl that he eyes for one.No doubt these are guys that i despice the most.Oh ya you all might say im jealous now aint i well whatever you wanna say so what if im jealous im me i do whatever i like with my life.But fear not even successful guys live among us just a small shard of them rare species to be excat.these breed of guys are to continue the legacy of mankind and sustain the good name of MEN.yes we are lacking this type of important resource.If one day girls are dominant for everything we guys might as well go extinct.

the structure of a male brain.which explains why we fail.

sucks

Head feels so heavy.
Stomach upsets.
Feeling sleepy wholeday long.
wtf.

Oleqwa led mozelle!

Instructions:
Tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

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1.Who are you?
Cassandra

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?

Pondan friends =DDD.

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?

Immatoosmexytodiexoxo!

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?

Ma sexyness defies my condidence!

5. How many babies you want?

3 months in process.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

Yesy.

7. What is your goal for this year?

Discover what "girls" are.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?

Nahhh im too sexy for it.

9. What's a perfect boy/girlfriend like to you? (List 10)

Nadaaa....

10. What feeling do you love most?

Sexyness under the moon.

11. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?

zitto.

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people you hate ?

gtfo lol.

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

yes definitely without a doubt.

14. What does flying means to you?

Able to showoff my utmost sexyness.

15. What do you crave for the most currently?

kfc/McD/Pizza hut.

16. Who's hotter?Chace Crawford or Kevin Peake?

dont know neither of them =x.

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.

Pretty, smiley, friendly, cute, fun. nuff said lol.

18. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?

eat eat eat.

19. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?

Childhood.

20. What are your fear(s)?

Pms Lol.

I tag Rainier full stop.

thank you addy!

Addy Addy Addy!!!
Thank you for supporting me all the way haha!
It really made my day today!
I'll continue writing from this day onward!!
Heh i hope you get what you want anytime soon!

You know what to do rainier

[01] Real name: Cassandra/John
[02] Nickname: Johnny,cassandra,cassie,john
[03] Married: gay marriage
[04] Zodiac Sign: Aquarius
[05] Gender: Shemale
[06] Age: Between 10 to 20
[07] High school: Saint Thomas
[08] College: Failure in life.
[09] Height: 143
[10] Weight: 100+kg
[11] Do you like yourself: Maybe
[12] Piercings: No
[13] Right or left: No
[14] Are you a freak: Yes and a geek too.
[15] Hair: As short as grass trimmed in the golf field.
[16] Skin: No blood super white.
[17] Allergic: Seafood.
[18] What are you doing now: Suffering my days through.
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: Suicide attempt maybe
[20] What will you do 10 years later: Peacefully in my coffin

THE FAMILY
[21] Live with : Dad mom brothers
[22] Siblings(included you): 3
[23] Eldest: elder brother
[24] Youngest: younger brother
[25] Love/hate your family: Hate.seriously.

THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: Never far beyond the word impossible.
[27] If yes, who is he/she: a gay.
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: No one.
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: Never.
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): No

[31] Anyone woo you before(0-10000): No
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: No
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: No
[34] Ever argue with your other half: No
[35] You with your other half since: No
[36] Reasons you love your other half: No

[38] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: No
[39] Ever think of marry he/she: Never
[40] Your first best friend: Dont have one.
[41] Your first enemy: far too many.
[42] The friend you love the most(1 only): uncountable!
[43] The enemy you hate the most(1 only): uncountable.
[44] Your most beautiful girl friend: Dont have one
[45] Your most handsome boy friend: Arthur lol
[46] The kind of girl you hate the most: speechless
[47] The kind of boy you hate the most: asslickers
[48] You fall in love with your close friend before: Whats a close friend?
[49] Your best friend is your ex-lover: Whats a Ex?
[50] If your friend backstabbing you: Destroy
[51] If your friend betray you: kill him/her
[52] If your friend woo your lover: wtf?
[53] If your friend fall in love with you: is there such things
[54] If you fall in love with your best friend: What are friends
[55] Are you a good student: Born to be a failure
[56] You always done your homeworks/assignments: Never touch them
[57] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Dont have a tutor
[58] Always late to school/college: uncountable
[59] You love your seniors: what are seniors
[60] Seniors who you love the most: huh?
[61] Your classmates good/bad: Worst thing in life
[62] Excellent result classmate: Dont know any
[63] Laziest classmate: ?
[64] Smart people: ?
[65] Stupid people: ?
[66] Good looking people: ?
[67] Ugly people: ?

[68] Funny people: ?
[69] Cute people: ?
[70] Bad people: ?
[71] Honest people: ?
72] Acting people: ?
73] You are what kind of people: An infidel.

THE PREFER
[74] Lip or eyes: neither
[75] Hugs or kisses: neither
[76] Shorter or taller: neither
[77] Hesitant or spontaneous: neither
[78] Nice stomach or nice arms: neither
[79] Listener or Talker: neither

[80] Romantic or rich: neither
[81] Good husband or good father: neither
[82] Age to get marry: no idea
[83] Numbers of kid(s): ditto
[84] Career: failure

[85] Salary: Debts
[86] Retirement age: before i even have a job
[87] Properties value:?
[88] Wishes: ?

IM TAGGING!!!

RAINIER!!!

Girls and their guys.

Its been a trend lately.Girls at this generation are really a pain in a butt sometimes.Cant blame them its nature.I guess i'll never understand girls.Girls and their novels they are sooo into the romantic stuffs that are in the love novel's and wishing for a certaint guy in the novel to be their dream date.But are they even up for such high expectations its really a pain.I guess Looks Are More Where it Meets The Eye these days.The proverb never judge a book by its cover.Well its pretty much useless in this situation.Im pretty well wondering what will the girls be in this 10~20 years time.More gays will cease to exist i guess.Girls are also very picky nowadays...

Heres just an example of a scenario:-
Shopping
Guys:Get what you need and lets head back home for football.
Girls:Often forget why they came for and gets carried away over bargains.Shops for hours.While guys will be waiting retardedly.

I guess its pretty NORMAL nowadays.Girls are roaming superior in academics soon the father will be the one babysitting the baby.Guys are pretty well pathetic too drug addicts and all why do they have to make us guys such a loser out of their pathetic behavior.Their innocent looks helps them in a situation where someone have to choose whose innocent a bitchy looking guy or a innocent looking girl with puppy eyes though the girl is the one who is to blame.

My back hurts.

Ouch after bowling my back hurts!!!so does my right arm.And somehow my neck is aching as well what luck!!!Alright coming up events are

1.Interact leadership camp!
2.Interact conference!
3.Prefect night

Next week marks the end of school!Its gonna be real bored without friends around.Its so weird if its the holidays we want to go to school but in a special kind of way without homeworks lol a time to meet up with friends.But when if its normal schooling days we wish there will be a long stretch of holidays.Life life life.Argh how boring could it be.I just wanna go out and go crazy with my friends.Every single day at home in front of the computer there like a retard gaining weight due to lack of movement waiting for diabetis or any other disorders to strike.

Mind twister!!!

Only " Skilled " People Can Open The Attached File!

Once you succeed in opening this file, you will find names of the people who have managed to open it... Now it's your turn!

If I've sent you this then you know that I consider you smart enough to solve it; don't let me down.
I have solved the puzzle... you can see my name in the file.

"A man wanted to get into his work building, but he had forgotten his pin-code. However, he did remember five clues.

These are what those clues were:
The fifth number plus the third number equals 14.
The fourth number is one more than the second number.
The first number is one less than twice the second number.
The second number plus the third number equals 10.
The sum of all five numbers is 30.
What were the five numbers and in what order?"

Appreciate.

The hazel blue azure skies,
Staring blankly into it,
The stars glimmers in the vast dark sky,
Such a lovely view by the lakeside,
Under a full moon,

Understanding one's presence,
Whether they're here or not,
Humans are such demanding creature's,
Demanding more than a spoon can carry,

Fragile when one have left them,
Regretting looking your own face in the mirror,
Silhouette of one's shadow,
Pointless looking back now,

Continue life as it is,
Life is a game,
Where not one choice is only available,
Multiple choices are there,
The correct choices that you make only matters,

Appreciate what you have and what you are given,
Not everyone is born in a silver spoon,
Do not walk the same path as other's who never realise it sooner,
Remember,Appreciate those who are already there for you,
You will regret it sooner or later.

Hendriq!!!!

Roar went out today megamall as usual nothing much there.Went hunting for Alisson then saw my teachers,school staff and my friend Haikal there went to see him and the teachers.Out of the blue Alisson came into the scene and i really got a nice woo-ing from them!argh!

And wow what a suprise!Marina and Cky(Azizul) was in mcD!chit chat the guys came jordan,hendriq and tern.Do laods of stupid stuffs went for HSM3 for the second time.Came out of the theater went to megalane met up with Andrew,Yap and another guy.

HENDRIQ!!!YOU SAID YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO BOWL AND WHAT IN THE WORLD IS A 3 STRIKE IN A ROW SUPPOSE TO MEAN!!!!lier!!!It was rather a stupid game where i bowl by hurling the ball with both hands than throwing it with a hand with fingers in the holes.Hendriq ended up with 125 score wtfff!!!So lame!!!My finger hurts now lol.

Thats about all.Good luck to all SPM candidates!

pfft

Hi bye,
Pathetic.
another person to meet?
this is soooo pointless!!!
just so "luckily" i met you.
I dont wanna hear this anymore.
Fullstop.

Zinger burger.

I think im gonna get one tomorrow

1. Whats your ambition?
Destroy mother nature.Bring hate and misery to the human race.
.
2. How often do you think of commiting suicide?
I hate myself more than my arch nemesis do.Comitting a suicide its like sending my own ass to heaven.
.
3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Confidents shmofidents!who needs them when theres sin to be done.
.
4. How many babies you want?
populate the world with my young devils.
.
5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Rainbow?what in the world is that i only know what is gonna happen in 20 years.
.
6. What is your goal for this year?
Destroy the whole population of Malaysia and its retarded politicians at the same time.
.
7. Do you believe in eternity love?
i only know of hate and only hate.
.
8. What do you say about your life now?
miserable pathetic yet enjoying.
.
9. What feeling do you love most?
Hatred,screams of innocent lifes.
.
10. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
Able to send me to hell.
.
11. Is there anything u wanna tell the ppl u hate?
Come one kill me i know you want to do it badly.come to papa.
.
12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
friends?what are FRIENDS?i only know of enemies.
.
13. What does flying means to you?
flying=kamikaze used by the japanese fleet to kill off innocent lifes.yes thats what i think.
.
14. What do you crave for the most currently?
Zinger burger with loads of hate into it.
.
15. Where would ur ultimate vacation spot be?
world domination
.
16. Describe the person who tagged u in 7 words.
Gonna meet her tomorrow!A sister to moi!gonna meet you tomorrow!!!
.
17. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
Inflicting pain to myself.
.
18. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
A wanted man with a bounty worth 100mil pounds.A cool scar across my face
.
19. What is your lucky number?
the devil number 666
.
20. What is your favourite food?
Hatred by my enemy.
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Candidates who might kill me

N.Marina Azmi.
Serene.(We miss you babe lol)
Alisson.
Hendriq.
last but not least Rainier you need to write more.

Class partay

I serious wish i have a camera with me now!!!!
My cuz promised to get me one assuming i got 6A's for my pmr =S results are out like in the end of december!!!
DUDE I REALLY NEED IT!!!
Well im being the mc got to do the speech and organizer of the party.
Omg i thought the teacher said the mc only need to do welcoming to the teachers that came in only!!!
Suddently our class teacher called me out to give a short speech!
*Gulp*
well all i can say is there were ALOT of pauses as i wasn't ready at all!!!
But well my classmates and teacher suppoted me =/ giving me hand of applauses for my stupid speech
Ah whatever!get on with the food ahahahah!
ANOTHER REASON WHY I WANT A CAMERA!!!
AND RYANN I GOT LOADS OF MURUKKU AHAHAHAA IN YOUR FACE!!!
There were meehun,fried noodles,chicken sticks,agar agar,murukku(ryann's addiction!),temosa,spaghetti!(marina yours was better!) oh ya and a SECRET RECIPE CHOCOLATE INDULGENCE! it was your cake marina remember!!!and alot more!!!i wish i could show the picture than this blog wouldnt be boring as it is right now =/.
I went for 3 rounds after that im stuffed!After the meal we had a small food fight there were leftovers of the cake yeah you got it!taking the leftovers of the cake putting it on ones face NABIL was the one who got the most cake on his face,shirt AND hair he smells like chocolate LoL!same goes for others who were the victims.Girls that are craving for chocolate why not go for him!he smells absolutely CHOCOLATY!
We had leftovers so the form 5 guys cameover for a meal ahahaha they did a hell of a good job finishing all the food!i hope they remember about us lol.i doubt that!The happy faces on them.Its such a nice view ahahaha seeing others happy maybe im just the weird one here.
After everything is done went back and poof thats all.

woohoo batu!!!

Wong if you're reading this we hope that youre alright ya?
Speak with us we'll lend an ear.

Big Mac

Instructions:

Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italicize the statements that you wish were true.
Leave the fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.
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I'm 170cm tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
He drives.
I’m bored of driving.
I have a white handbag.
I love dancing.
I go clubbing every week
Shopping is bullshit.
I have a tattoo of a star.
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.
I’m studying Fashion.
I have a business running.
I hate cartoons.
I hate someone.
I have 10 Guess handbags.
I buy CLEO every month.
My parents don’t know about my blog.
I have an iPod.
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
I’m a rebel.
I’m starting to like wearing dresses.
I don’t believe in love.
High school's filled with drama.
My parents have faith in me.
I’ve bought shoes this month.
A blogger bitched about me before.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have red hair.
One utama is my second home.
I’m a guy.
I’m scared of my Biology exam.
I hate vacations.
We’ll last.
I believe in long distance relationships.
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I’m starting to like applying make-up.
I was a tomboy.
At times I think I still am a tomboy.
I love bitching about people behind their backs.
I still have a best friend.
I have a cat.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m hot.
I’m a sinner.
i've got a DS light.
I have a Wii.
I can live without music.
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love.
I know how to cook. I have 100% freedom.
Boys are assholes.
I hate math.
I love horror film.
I’m happy with what I have.
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me.
I don’t read newspapers.
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can’t live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart.
I love Apple Juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I've got a new phone.
I'm going to get a pair of new shoes by the end of this month.
I love swimming.
I haven’t worked out since March.
I think I’m fat.
I love my friends and family.
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5 lucky contestants are!

Melissa!!!
Mille!!!
Sister!!!
Shin Wei!!!
Rainier!!!(let you write something you need an update dude!)
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1st. Answer the questions below, do a Google Image search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results, and do it with minimal words of explanation.

2nd. Tag 5 other people to do the same once you've finished answering every question.

1) The age you'll be on your next birthday.

16

2) A place you'd like to travel to.

England!

3) Your favorite place.

Chocolate!!!

4) Your favorite food

Lamb chop

6) Your favorite piece of clothing.

Shorts!

7) The town in which you live in.

KUANTAN

8) Your screen name/nickname

Johnny Bravo

9) A bad habit you have.

Eat Eat Eat!!!

10) Your worse fear

GIRLS!!!AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

11) The one thing you'd like to do before you die.

Around the world!!!

12) Your hobbies.

Indulging food!

13) Something you wanted to try but you're not able to do it right now.

Rest in peace alas!
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the next 5 lucky conteatants are!!!

Raney!!!
Rainier!!!(get your ass moving!!!)
SERENE!!!!
HANNAH!!!!
MARINAAAA!!!