Thursday, June 26, 2008

Happenings

Well not much happen today lol.Today we got to know whose our incoming head boy for next year!!and thank god its a non-malay(no offence) congrats to Yunesh!!!Well i got a so called jawatan as well lols "penolong perhimpunan" god and the ketua is the most hated guy of all the king of babbling THEY call him NABIL.Oh ya im sorry Marina that i couldn't make it for the meeting!!!sorry!!!I might as well explain it here lol.We had a pengawas meeting which was held at 1.40 in the afternoon.The guy talk talk takl sampai shiok diri entah pergi mana until 3.00 lol.We were there to hear out about the new jawatan for this year and all and about his retirement as ketua pengawas lol.

The sketch thinggy didn't really went well.As we all found out that its kinda short and the sub chars didn't come so we cant continue the scene that needs more attention to reherse on.Sooo today we all duduk sembang saja then talk about adding new scenes.I don't know why but i don't have the mood to act today =/ heh weirdddd!Well whatever!!!After the so called "practice" we had well more like meeting lol played basketball as usual went back at 6.45 man i'm active in school lol!!!As for tomorrow theres a thing going on its called dha science and mathematics quiz challenge.You all know la kelas
3 Smart everyone is invited to go there lols.hoping to see leng lui's there tomorrow LOL!!!JKJK.Oh ya not to mention our headmaster is kinda "stressed" or worked up these few days.He's going around classes caning guys who didn't finish their work and all.Oh yeah did i mentione his hopes for our class is all STRAIGHT A's omg...speechless man he just complaint about our class all the time and never about other class.Sometimes i feel like stepping down from this prison lol.Not only my class but ALL the "SMART" classes.Enough bout that, weeeeee things are gonna get intresting i guess lol!Gonna have tennis lessons with miss marina!!!lol! she lagi kena mention in my blog lol!After looking all the thrilling action in tv finally can play it FOR REAL this time and FEEL it!!!oh ya i'm sooooo lucky to meet someone like marina lol!!!we share so much in common and all shes like my clone LOL!!a long lost sister perhaps?lol.(I'm sure you're reading this lol!sure kembang buntut one lmao!!)

Well i guess thats about all now lol.Signing off

Monday, June 23, 2008

shadow,misery,scars

The story of my life ain't always that fascinating as you all might think.I face problems throughout my lifespan as i go on i will be challenged by life even more.Fulls of ups and downs ready to fall any moment as i am alone.

Alone...

I find it hard to find a true friend and, someone who's truly there for you when you're facing hardships and dilemma in your life.I wish theres someone out there i could meet one day.The one who truly understands my feelings.

Yet, im afraid to lose the ones that i care for even if they deserted me for another.Is my life such a pitiful one full of misery and pain.Leave me,abandon me,curse me all you want but the memories that i have shared with them will not be forgotten.Sweet memories back then,rotting into hideous nightmares.Memories will remain as memories.Nightmares will remain as scars of my life.




I traced back upon my footsteps,
Traces of memories with full of fortune and unfortunate events,
Friends,families and cherished ones,
You have always been supporting my back,
From the very day I start my journey throughout this untamed world,
Fear,
I have always feared what lies ahead of me,
But you were there for me,
My malicious,selfish,dishonorable acts,
Even so you accept for who I am,
When i fall,
There’s always two wide arms to catch my fall,
Words are just not enough to thank you all,
I thought that I could never find someone close to me,
And willing to sacrifice their precious time to lend an ear,
You were all just in front of me,
I've never take some time and think of it,
Clusters of clouds covering my path,
Blinding my eyes and my mind,
My paths sealed from where I’m standing,
But,
There’s a touch,
A touch of hope from your warm hands,
Cleared the doubts in my mind and the clouds standing in my path,
Your touch it gives me a soothing feeling,
The feeling that calms down my heart and the waves of my blood,
I always wanted to thank you all for being the ones standing for me in my life,
From the very genesis of my days as a young lad,
Till the day i have grown matured to face the world,
I tried and tried again,
The words couldn’t come out of my mouth,
I'm a coward running away from you all,
Just because i cant tell it out what I’m feeling,
The moment you look me in the eyes,
Your sweet little smile you put on your face,
I don’t want to lose every single on of you,
I'm sorry that i have done something wrong and hurt your feelings,
I'm truly sorry for my existence if I have troubled you all,
I'm sorry,
I just can’t lose anyone of you,
You are my roots to my supply of life,
For that I’m truly thankful for every single one of you,
Who are still willing to stay by my foolish side,
For whom I am,
And for whom you truly are,
The words that I want to get out from my stubborn throat is just,
Thank you,
Thank you,
Thank you,
My friends,families and the ones I cherish,
I wouldn’t want to lose you even if it’s an exchange of,
A life for a life,
You will all be treasured,cherished and blessed with rains of love.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

sister

I have brothers but i do not have a sister.I've always wondered whats its like having a sister's care.You appeared before me one day without knowing that it would last till today and turn out this way.You even took me as your brother as you do not have any brothers but only sisters.We share the same emptiness.For that i'm truly glad to have you as my one and only sister that i cherish throughout my living days always thinking of you that weather you are doing well in your life as we are far apart.

451days have passed as our sibling hood relationship lasts and still going on.Thank you for being by my side all the time and i hope this will continue as long as the stars keep glowing in the wide open skies.

From the first day we met we set each other aside,
Through time we got to know each other,

Throughout the time's that we have spent together,
You have changed my life more than anyone else,

You showed me how its like to care for another with such passioned care and gentleness,
You have opened my eyes on how beautiful life could be,
Your presence of life is just as important as mine,
The very moment you leave by my side my heart plunge into great sadness,

Moments that i cherish,treasured and died,
The memories we share has become a part of us,
All these time we have been carrying each others part of life,
When destiny crosses our path may we see each other again.

Affection?

Your lips are as red as the roses in a crimson red field of roses,
Your skin is as fair as a field covered with a blanket of snow,
You have eye's of a thousand angel's,
You have the looks of a beautiful goddess under the dazzling moonlight,

No matter how far apart we are,
My heart will venture by it's own will to find it's will to live,
The will to live lies within it's loved one,
How far it may seem to others we will always be together regardless of distance as,
We have each other to care of,

I kept an oath on the day i look up on your angelic looks,
I promised that i will be together with you on that day onward,
I will protect you with all my might till the day of apocalypse arrives,
I wont let any lingering soul's out there to set a mark on your skin,
Mark my final words as i will keep them till the day i die,

My one and only will that gives me strength and allows me to live on further,
I will not change my mind as my heart is already binded within her's,
All i only wish is just to be,
Together with you,
Till the day i perish from this cruel world,
Able to gaze deeply within your lovely hazel brown eye's,



One of my very first poems i ever wrote lolx.Its kinda weird actually i never thought i would bring up something like this as i was actually playing a prank on my friend on the girl of his dreams lolx.Whenever he is offline in msn we plan that i will change to his name and all exactly looking like his and present her with this poem and tell her that i love you.The next thing is i will just suddently go offline lolx the next time the lucky guy goes online he might be shock lolx.But things didn't really turn out later as we got into some arguement over some small thing lol until now we still aren't talking to each other.Still this is one of my most memorable poems that i ever wrote.

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Its coming back

Taekwondo!!!!

Yes!Taekwondo!!!Finally after 2 years of laying back on the chair like an old gramps YES!!!you got it right I JOINED BACK!!!!weeeeeeee brings back old memories lol!!!Back then when i was a young lad with dha white belt lolx trying to fight like a kungfu master lol!!!The first day of taekwondo was SPARING!!!yeah you got that SPARING!!!back then i was kinda scared of fighting with others most probably i'm scared of hurting them and scared of being hurt myself lolx.But, somehow its kinda different now i kinda enjoy it lol!!!The breeze around me when im fighting lol!!!Same goes for the second day!!sparing again yeah!lol fighting my friend as usual but well he lost to me again lol kesian man i never join for 2 years never do stretching and all the joints all sudah keras and not flexible anymore lol manage to defeat him.Sir scolded the crap out of him saying that he went for the special training but he have shown no sign of improvement at all for one year kesian man even ask him to stop.After all that commotion was over Sir Chia came over to me and invited to me to the night class.I was like wow!!!and its my second day only lol!!!Well i accepted his offer anyways why not!just give it a try lolx.

Yeah the day finally came wednesday night which was just yesterday.And ouch was it tiring it was like 30 rounds of running around the dewan man no stop and with a trail of savage sir's on our back hitting us pushing us to our limits.And wow dont mentione bout the stretching the WORST part i repeat the WORST part is when we gotta sit down japanese style and bend down backwards with our body in that position omg!!!so keng the training never thought so intensive lol oh ya half way i already mandi peluh LOL!Oh ya MARINA!!!you came late omg and she said the training wont kill me but i was already dieing by dehydration halfway of the "warming up" part.After that we did something very fascinating if we do it slow it looks like normal training but if we did it fast it looks like shuffling!!!omg its like taekwondo training gone haywire turning into shuffling hardstyle LOL!!!Well it was fun lolx with my friends there julius and one of my old old friend which i train taekwondo with him back in the primary days and last BUT NOT LEAST MARINA!!!dha proud anak buah of sir chia!!!*APPLAUSE*

As for interact, the sketch was done gonna show it to our headmaster this sat omg!!!He's been very tense a few days in school kinda worried bout that guy lol.Well nothing much is going except that they just discussed bout the ticket price.I'm very glad that i joined interact lolx i got to know a lot more people!!!One of the first one that ever said hi to me is Marina again!!!So the most interactive award goes to MARINA!!!LOL.And wow we sure got alot in common i mean ALOT we're both bananas,we love the ps2,interactors,taekwondo kaki,tak sangka she even write poems like i do LOL,love to eat and finally a crapper lolx, what suprises me most is that she plays game DUDE she plays game!!!and you all know la most girls are ANTI-GAMING these days lolx.Bangga i got to know her LOL finally there's someone like me in this world.Got to meet Alisson lolx after all the times knowing each other through the online community.Next is i got to know this leng lui she is the one and only LIM MEI CHEE OMG OMG OMG SHES STILL SINGLE!!!ANYONE INTRESTED CAN GET HER AS YOUR GF!!!lolx enough of that.Then kenal this another girl called jo yean lolx taekwondo kaki too lol!!!might be good friends in the future who knows.

Time to pen down now Ciao guys!

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Hope

Teachers in my class are seriously having too much hopes on us.Its like having a bunch of heavy boulders on our backs with all their hopes on us.My headmaster is the main one lol he keeps telling us that we must get straight A's for our PMR omg la its like im living in a jail now with all the stress on me and my other classmates.Most of my classmates can't take it they said that they rather step down from the class and join others below us.And the teachers attitude is like OVERRATED man they keep telling us this we 3Smart students must score straight A's and be an example for the weaker students and all bla bla bla.One of the worst quotes are:

You 3Smart students must not play around.You all must study one!!

Sekarang tahap karangan anda adalah sangat le
mah dan tidak memenuhi tahap 3Smart.

You all 3Smart student ma so you must be given extra work.



Hell yeah im sooooooooo "lucky" to be in this class.

3 cheers for 3Smart!!!

yeah right...



Well been kinda busy with interact club these
days.Playing as *ehem**ehem* snow white for the sketch lolx!!!Its tiring but its worthwhile lolx as i got to know more people from the sketch lolx more friends!!!Behind the scenes of the sketch was kinda complicated lol.Sadness,tears and anger is involved in it fascinating eh?I hope sajala that the sketch will work out in that actual day lolx.harap-harap all our hardwork wont be a piece of thrash lolx.
Oh ya not to mentione with all the interact meetings im running out of $$ lolx everytime got meeting sure go yc until pokai.


Introducing Saint Thomas and MGSS official Joint IU Night flyer

1st JOINT INTERNATIONAL UNDERSTANDING & INSTALLATION NIGHT
MGSS & SMKST
Theme: Together As One
Date: 25th july 2008
Time: 6pm till late
Venue: Vistana groundfloor ballroom
Attire: Formal
Ticket: RM42
Intrested?Contact me.

Tagged?

Tagged by sista!!!

8 things I'm passionate about:

  • The meaning of true friendship
  • Poems
  • Mathematics lol
  • Interact club
  • Saint John
  • Games
  • Hanging out with friends
  • My sister

8 things I say or do too often:

SAY
  • What la
  • Nerd
  • lol,lol and more lol.....lol
  • Geek
  • Dumb
  • I'm ugly lolx
  • Snow white?
  • Sister!!!

DO
  • spend my whole day in front of the computer.
  • staying back in schools too often till as late as 6.40
  • Staring at the monitor for no particular reason.
  • Anime,anime,anime!!!
  • Thinking maybe?(think till i can even have emotional changes lolx)
  • Addicted to games.
  • Wasting time.
  • Eating lolx!

8 things i've read recently
  • Blogs?
  • Tags?
  • The school's bulletin board
  • Poems
  • The Whiteboard
  • Writings on walls in the back alley
  • Arts with meanings on shirts
  • letters on my keyboards

8 songs i could listen over and over again

  • Jonas Brothers - When you look me in the eyes
  • Simple Plan - Your love is a lie
  • Cascada - Truly madly deeply
  • Kelly clarkson - Because of you
  • Friends forever - Vitamin C
  • Hardstyle mafia - Go insane
  • Utada hikaru - First love
  • jesse mccartney - leavin'


8 things I learned last year
  • Saint john first aid
  • How to march
  • Discovered that i could write poems
  • A lot more useless things
  • Learned the ability to crap
  • How to play basketball?
  • To be shy in front of girls
  • To care for a sister.

Monday, June 16, 2008

My first bloggie!

Ahh my first blog after thinking for some time now lol.I dont think there much to blog on here lol.I think i got influenced by all of my friends blogging here so decided to give it a try lolx.To start off i want to dedicate this poem for all of my friends for who they are and accepting me for who i am.

I reside in the dark,
The glimpse of hope seem impossible beyond my grasp,
The eerie feeling surrounding the vast atmosphere,
Stranded on the entrance of babylons gate

I have sheath my will from my undying sorrow,
I have give it with all my heart to escape this sorrow,
Fate,it isn't always there when you wish for it,
Paradise,does it exist or its just a mere illusion in my eyes

Shadows appeared upon my sight,
You all gave me hope upon living on my dreadful days,
You have turned me over a new leaf,
Thou i shan't forget your deeds

Friends i cant live without you the times we spent together,
Tears rolled down to my cheeks reflecting the times we had,
Memories that i cherish,lives on and finally dies within the roots of this world,
My friends i wont forget all of you,
I'm glad that i meet you all may we be friends again in our next life

When i was writing this poem tears rolled down upon my cheeks reflecting back the sweet times we spent together.I miss the moments so much and how i wish to go back in time looking at my current situations now its full of ups and downs more challenges in life to be uncovered and faced,Lifes nothing but a never-ending spiral as one goes down another rises.I'm truly glad i have friends to support my back without them i dont know what would i do.I want to take this chance to thank them once again.

THANK YOU!!!

I guess this wraps it up nothing much really going on.Ciao