Thursday, November 20, 2008
joylel
Time to get ready for what lies ahead.
ahhhh!
Just to notify you all will be staying in KL for a few days after the conference.
Will be staying with my aunt.
Taking my time to explore KL i do hope i can explore the malls there as i have NEVER been to the malls in kl before.
I'm not good at this if you were to read this im just sorry sister.Things just happen.Were not close as were used to be that's the fact.I love the letters that you write to me although you think its meaningless.Waiting every week the day after your tuition ends hoping to get a letter from you.Though i refer you as sister here and chats we used to have last time but i still cant say the word sister comfortably in front of you just don't know why.Thank you and sorry.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Blood man!!!
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
cheer up.
Appreciate the tears, be happy that you can cry and let it out. There are good days and bad days and just find the courage and to live through the difficult ones and sit quietly at that time to be with yourself and your emotions.
Dear, it is all part of the game. Everyone will separate from us, one by one. The one who has come into our life would definitely go one day. Considering that everyone of near and dear one will one day leave us or vice versa, we should enjoy our moments to be spent with him her, as much as possible.
Credits to adlene upon finding these meaningful quotes
And do cheer up lol.
Monday, November 10, 2008
back on my feet
After 2 days of suffering in the bed
Stomachache and pure headaches
and has come to an end yay!!!
can finally go back to my rantings.
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Guys.com
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Oleqwa led mozelle!
Tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.
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1.Who are you?
Cassandra
2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
Pondan friends =DDD.
3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
Immatoosmexytodiexoxo!
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Ma sexyness defies my condidence!
5. How many babies you want?
3 months in process.
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yesy.
7. What is your goal for this year?
Discover what "girls" are.
8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Nahhh im too sexy for it.
9. What's a perfect boy/girlfriend like to you? (List 10)
Nadaaa....
10. What feeling do you love most?
Sexyness under the moon.
11. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
zitto.
12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people you hate ?
gtfo lol.
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yes definitely without a doubt.
14. What does flying means to you?
Able to showoff my utmost sexyness.
15. What do you crave for the most currently?
kfc/McD/Pizza hut.
16. Who's hotter?Chace Crawford or Kevin Peake?
dont know neither of them =x.
17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
18. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
eat eat eat.
19. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
Childhood.
20. What are your fear(s)?
Pms Lol.I tag Rainier full stop.
thank you addy!
Thank you for supporting me all the way haha!
It really made my day today!
I'll continue writing from this day onward!!
Heh i hope you get what you want anytime soon!
Friday, November 7, 2008
You know what to do rainier
[02] Nickname: Johnny,cassandra,cassie,john
[03] Married: gay marriage
[04] Zodiac Sign: Aquarius
[05] Gender: Shemale
[06] Age: Between 10 to 20
[07] High school: Saint Thomas
[08] College: Failure in life.
[09] Height: 143
[10] Weight: 100+kg
[11] Do you like yourself: Maybe
[12] Piercings: No
[13] Right or left: No
[14] Are you a freak: Yes and a geek too.
[15] Hair: As short as grass trimmed in the golf field.
[16] Skin: No blood super white.
[17] Allergic: Seafood.
[18] What are you doing now: Suffering my days through.
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: Suicide attempt maybe
[20] What will you do 10 years later: Peacefully in my coffin
THE FAMILY
[21] Live with : Dad mom brothers
[22] Siblings(included you): 3
[23] Eldest: elder brother
[24] Youngest: younger brother
[25] Love/hate your family: Hate.seriously.
THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: Never far beyond the word impossible.
[27] If yes, who is he/she: a gay.
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: No one.
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: Never.
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): No
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-10000): No
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: No
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: No
[34] Ever argue with your other half: No
[35] You with your other half since: No
[36] Reasons you love your other half: No
[38] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: No
[39] Ever think of marry he/she: Never
[40] Your first best friend: Dont have one.
[41] Your first enemy: far too many.
[42] The friend you love the most(1 only): uncountable!
[43] The enemy you hate the most(1 only): uncountable.
[44] Your most beautiful girl friend: Dont have one
[45] Your most handsome boy friend: Arthur lol
[46] The kind of girl you hate the most: speechless
[47] The kind of boy you hate the most: asslickers
[48] You fall in love with your close friend before: Whats a close friend?
[49] Your best friend is your ex-lover: Whats a Ex?
[50] If your friend backstabbing you: Destroy
[51] If your friend betray you: kill him/her
[52] If your friend woo your lover: wtf?
[53] If your friend fall in love with you: is there such things
[54] If you fall in love with your best friend: What are friends
[55] Are you a good student: Born to be a failure
[56] You always done your homeworks/assignments: Never touch them
[57] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Dont have a tutor
[58] Always late to school/college: uncountable
[59] You love your seniors: what are seniors
[60] Seniors who you love the most: huh?
[61] Your classmates good/bad: Worst thing in life
[62] Excellent result classmate: Dont know any
[63] Laziest classmate: ?
[64] Smart people: ?
[65] Stupid people: ?
[66] Good looking people: ?
[67] Ugly people: ?
[69] Cute people: ?
[70] Bad people: ?
[71] Honest people: ?
72] Acting people: ?
73] You are what kind of people: An infidel.
THE PREFER
[74] Lip or eyes: neither
[75] Hugs or kisses: neither
[76] Shorter or taller: neither
[77] Hesitant or spontaneous: neither
[78] Nice stomach or nice arms: neither
[79] Listener or Talker: neither
[80] Romantic or rich: neither
[81] Good husband or good father: neither
[82] Age to get marry: no idea
[83] Numbers of kid(s): ditto
[84] Career: failure
[86] Retirement age: before i even have a job
[87] Properties value:?
[88] Wishes: ?
RAINIER!!!
Girls and their guys.
Heres just an example of a scenario:-
Shopping
Guys:Get what you need and lets head back home for football.
Girls:Often forget why they came for and gets carried away over bargains.Shops for hours.While guys will be waiting retardedly.
I guess its pretty NORMAL nowadays.Girls are roaming superior in academics soon the father will be the one babysitting the baby.Guys are pretty well pathetic too drug addicts and all why do they have to make us guys such a loser out of their pathetic behavior.Their innocent looks helps them in a situation where someone have to choose whose innocent a bitchy looking guy or a innocent looking girl with puppy eyes though the girl is the one who is to blame.
My back hurts.
1.Interact leadership camp!
2.Interact conference!
3.Prefect night
Next week marks the end of school!Its gonna be real bored without friends around.Its so weird if its the holidays we want to go to school but in a special kind of way without homeworks lol a time to meet up with friends.But when if its normal schooling days we wish there will be a long stretch of holidays.Life life life.Argh how boring could it be.I just wanna go out and go crazy with my friends.Every single day at home in front of the computer there like a retard gaining weight due to lack of movement waiting for diabetis or any other disorders to strike.
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Mind twister!!!
Once you succeed in opening this file, you will find names of the people who have managed to open it... Now it's your turn!
If I've sent you this then you know that I consider you smart enough to solve it; don't let me down.
I have solved the puzzle... you can see my name in the file.
"A man wanted to get into his work building, but he had forgotten his pin-code. However, he did remember five clues.
These are what those clues were:
The fifth number plus the third number equals 14.
The fourth number is one more than the second number.
The first number is one less than twice the second number.
The second number plus the third number equals 10.
The sum of all five numbers is 30.
What were the five numbers and in what order?"
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Appreciate.
Staring blankly into it,
The stars glimmers in the vast dark sky,
Such a lovely view by the lakeside,
Under a full moon,
Understanding one's presence,
Whether they're here or not,
Humans are such demanding creature's,
Demanding more than a spoon can carry,
Fragile when one have left them,
Regretting looking your own face in the mirror,
Silhouette of one's shadow,
Pointless looking back now,
Continue life as it is,
Life is a game,
Where not one choice is only available,
Multiple choices are there,
The correct choices that you make only matters,
Appreciate what you have and what you are given,
Not everyone is born in a silver spoon,
Do not walk the same path as other's who never realise it sooner,
Remember,Appreciate those who are already there for you,
You will regret it sooner or later.
Hendriq!!!!
And wow what a suprise!Marina and Cky(Azizul) was in mcD!chit chat the guys came jordan,hendriq and tern.Do laods of stupid stuffs went for HSM3 for the second time.Came out of the theater went to megalane met up with Andrew,Yap and another guy.
HENDRIQ!!!YOU SAID YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO BOWL AND WHAT IN THE WORLD IS A 3 STRIKE IN A ROW SUPPOSE TO MEAN!!!!lier!!!It was rather a stupid game where i bowl by hurling the ball with both hands than throwing it with a hand with fingers in the holes.Hendriq ended up with 125 score wtfff!!!So lame!!!My finger hurts now lol.
Thats about all.Good luck to all SPM candidates!
pfft
Pathetic.
another person to meet?
this is soooo pointless!!!
just so "luckily" i met you.
I dont wanna hear this anymore.
Fullstop.
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Zinger burger.
Destroy mother nature.Bring hate and misery to the human race.
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2. How often do you think of commiting suicide?
I hate myself more than my arch nemesis do.Comitting a suicide its like sending my own ass to heaven.
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3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Confidents shmofidents!who needs them when theres sin to be done.
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4. How many babies you want?
populate the world with my young devils.
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5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Rainbow?what in the world is that i only know what is gonna happen in 20 years.
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6. What is your goal for this year?
Destroy the whole population of Malaysia and its retarded politicians at the same time.
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7. Do you believe in eternity love?
i only know of hate and only hate.
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8. What do you say about your life now?
miserable pathetic yet enjoying.
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9. What feeling do you love most?
Hatred,screams of innocent lifes.
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10. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
Able to send me to hell.
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11. Is there anything u wanna tell the ppl u hate?
Come one kill me i know you want to do it badly.come to papa.
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12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
friends?what are FRIENDS?i only know of enemies.
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13. What does flying means to you?
flying=kamikaze used by the japanese fleet to kill off innocent lifes.yes thats what i think.
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14. What do you crave for the most currently?
Zinger burger with loads of hate into it.
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15. Where would ur ultimate vacation spot be?
world domination
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16. Describe the person who tagged u in 7 words.
Gonna meet her tomorrow!A sister to moi!gonna meet you tomorrow!!!
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17. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
Inflicting pain to myself.
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18. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
A wanted man with a bounty worth 100mil pounds.A cool scar across my face
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19. What is your lucky number?
the devil number 666
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20. What is your favourite food?
Hatred by my enemy.
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N.Marina Azmi.
Serene.(We miss you babe lol)
Alisson.
Hendriq.
last but not least Rainier you need to write more.
Class partay
My cuz promised to get me one assuming i got 6A's for my pmr =S results are out like in the end of december!!!
DUDE I REALLY NEED IT!!!
Well im being the mc got to do the speech and organizer of the party.
Omg i thought the teacher said the mc only need to do welcoming to the teachers that came in only!!!
Suddently our class teacher called me out to give a short speech!
*Gulp*
well all i can say is there were ALOT of pauses as i wasn't ready at all!!!
But well my classmates and teacher suppoted me =/ giving me hand of applauses for my stupid speech
Ah whatever!get on with the food ahahahah!
ANOTHER REASON WHY I WANT A CAMERA!!!
AND RYANN I GOT LOADS OF MURUKKU AHAHAHAA IN YOUR FACE!!!
There were meehun,fried noodles,chicken sticks,agar agar,murukku(ryann's addiction!),temosa,spaghetti!(marina yours was better!) oh ya and a SECRET RECIPE CHOCOLATE INDULGENCE! it was your cake marina remember!!!and alot more!!!i wish i could show the picture than this blog wouldnt be boring as it is right now =/.
I went for 3 rounds after that im stuffed!After the meal we had a small food fight there were leftovers of the cake yeah you got it!taking the leftovers of the cake putting it on ones face NABIL was the one who got the most cake on his face,shirt AND hair he smells like chocolate LoL!same goes for others who were the victims.Girls that are craving for chocolate why not go for him!he smells absolutely CHOCOLATY!
We had leftovers so the form 5 guys cameover for a meal ahahaha they did a hell of a good job finishing all the food!i hope they remember about us lol.i doubt that!The happy faces on them.Its such a nice view ahahaha seeing others happy maybe im just the weird one here.
After everything is done went back and poof thats all.
Speak with us we'll lend an ear.
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Big Mac
Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italicize the statements that you wish were true.
Leave the fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.
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I'm 170cm tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
He drives.
I’m bored of driving.
I have a white handbag.
I love dancing.
I go clubbing every week
Shopping is bullshit.
I have a tattoo of a star.
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.
I’m studying Fashion.
I have a business running.
I hate cartoons.
I hate someone.
I have 10 Guess handbags.
I buy CLEO every month.
My parents don’t know about my blog.
I have an iPod.
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
I’m a rebel.
I’m starting to like wearing dresses.
I don’t believe in love.
High school's filled with drama.
My parents have faith in me.
I’ve bought shoes this month.
A blogger bitched about me before.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have red hair.
One utama is my second home.
I’m a guy.
I’m scared of my Biology exam.
I hate vacations.
We’ll last.
I believe in long distance relationships.
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I’m starting to like applying make-up.
I was a tomboy.
At times I think I still am a tomboy.
I love bitching about people behind their backs.
I still have a best friend.
I have a cat.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m hot.
I’m a sinner.
i've got a DS light.
I have a Wii.
I can live without music.
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love.
I know how to cook. I have 100% freedom.
Boys are assholes.
I hate math.
I love horror film.
I’m happy with what I have.
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me.
I don’t read newspapers.
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can’t live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart.
I love Apple Juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I've got a new phone.
I'm going to get a pair of new shoes by the end of this month.
I love swimming.
I haven’t worked out since March.
I think I’m fat.
I love my friends and family.
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5 lucky contestants are!
Melissa!!!
Mille!!!
Sister!!!
Shin Wei!!!
Rainier!!!(let you write something you need an update dude!)
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1st. Answer the questions below, do a Google Image search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results, and do it with minimal words of explanation.
Chocolate!!!
Lamb chop
8) Your screen name/nickname