happy birthday kris!!!

First things first well HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRIS HAPPY SWEET 15-TEEN!you wont get picked by nazim for a while now that would be a relieved aint it?lolx.

Singing has always been a thing for me!I really enjoy singing.Its not something to be shy of really it gives out a good feeling if you could just sing yourself out in front of a big crowd and the crowd goes wild!Besides that, weather im depressed or whatever it always helps.I think my parents might think im a weirdo sometimes lol im doing it quite often these few days singing on front of the computer lolx.Just got so into the song then i just sang along.Singing varies from rap,pop,sentimental songs and alot more.Mines sentimental yeah emo festival alright everythings about love and break ups XD.heh serene said i understand girls better awww how sweet of ya!About rap it kinda questions me how do they even enjoy it i mean its a tons of words flooding in every single second!RAPPERS ARE AWESOME TOUNGUE TWISTER ENTHUSIASTS!It is amazing such people exist among us!!!There's a rapper in my class if there's a tounge twister competition ill be sure to bring him along.

Next stop,Saturday!
Miss Nurul Marina Azmi's open house!

Here.I.Come.

Cassandra!

The marking of an ending of this year means an another adventurous adventure awaiting for us in our next coming year.Yes, alot has happen to me this year!I guess it changed me for the better i am more interactive to more people and i know more people now!!!that's all thanks to interact club i cant wait for the CONFERENCE!Alright as i know that next year is the last year for my senior as the ONE and ONLY public speaker in saint thomas i guess it is time for me to *gulp* step up the stage and do what i do best(which is practically staring in the audience's eyes silently).Theres another thing to tackle on next year the Saint John of saint thomas boys hell almost everyone's dead.I've got to put in effort to get it back running next year NEWBIE's! you are up for a tough journey ahead.I wish i could join the state competition.Our brigade ain't even qualified to enter the camp due to the lack of members.As for our coming Cadet Leader well its pretty unknown right now.I just hope its not that helpless half-wit general of ours.Haha i the most weird thing is when i "named" myself as CASSANDRA!!!Yeah i know seems so gayish right.But its weird the girls adore calling me by the shortform CASSIE!!!Lol that made another friend of mine discovered HER boyside(tahulah sendiri kalau baca lol!).I guess this is the year which changed DRAMATICLY not like any normal years that i have been through.I wish this things just keep on coming!Well of course my journey aint smooth sailing all the way there's some black clouds covering my journey but i am NOT gonna mentione it hey!we should always look what lies ahead right!so no point looking back into the past!Well i'm just gonna wait what lies NEXT YEAR!

Snow white!!!

Randomness

Farewell it is

Well dude it's nice meeting ya its only been a year+ since we known each other.
But hell yeah we did alot of crazy things during that short time.
Well i hope ya get a good start over there in your new home!
I hope you get alot of girlfriend requests there.

Adios Nick/Kum/Soulifterz

parents

Are they really there for you?
i just really dont know how to answer this question.
it seems that im in a really tight situation.
transportation has always been a major problem for me.
recently i finally had the chance to play tennis with my friend.
i told him that i wanted to play tennis in the evening.
he said ok.
but today mom said something.
yes something,that him saying its so troublesome.
gotta send me to the court then fetch back my lil brother from school then going back to the court to fetch my ass back.
i know my dad's having money problems.
its as if like im staying in this family ready to die soon.
mother doesnt earn much of a living and doesnt understands me at all.
my brothers arent much of a help either.
this is so helpless.
this is an even more of a problem if my school/uniform activities are held in the morning.
i've talk this to my teacher about all my problems.
i thank you my teacher.
you are the best of them all.

"most parent dont understand their children.especially chinese we have to really work hard for a living.you have to study hard to earn a scholarship after ur F5.there is a hope to earn higher education.In this world, i believe ALL the mothers love their children.the only thing is , they are at time dont really understand the needs of their children.Not everybody born with a silver spoon.usually those children in this condition will strive harder.they know the hardship and they appreciate things better.i am sure u will grow up to be a GOOD man."

valhalla

Holy shit its finally here!!!!!THE DAY WHERE P-M-R ENDSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
HELL TO THE YEAH I CAN SMELL THE SWEET SWEET FREEDOM AHEAD.
The clock was ticking...
Slowly reaching to the time we have all been longing for...
tick by tick...
until the moment it struck on that 12...
yes...
you got it...
its...
FREEDOM!!!!
THE DAY WHERE OUR STORY STARTS YES MY FELLOW FORM 3 FRIENDS THIS IS THE TIME!
THIS IS THE TIME FOR US TO SHINE!
THIS IS OUR STORY!
NO ONE GOT THE RIGHT TO INTERFERE IT!
SO HELL WITH THE BOOKS AND GET YOUR ASS OUT MY FELLOW 1993 CHILDREN!!!

2 in 1

Rules: The tag victim has to come up with 6 different points about his/her perfect lover. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog. If you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again. Lastly, and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.


A guy girl who..


1.Who aint in the girls world leading society of anti-gaming
2. Let me game game game
3. Dawn yang!~~~<3
4. Xiaxue!~~~<3
5. Is sexy
6. A perfect french kisser


I'm tagging
1)stupid mille
2)meichee
3)serene
4)rainier
5)alisson

::instructions::
Never see the questions before you arrange the names - all mentioned below are TAGGED!

1. mei chee
2. rainier
3. serene
4. stupid mille
5. marina

1. How did you meet 1?
During the press conference of united of people Blur congress

2. On a scale of 1 - 10, how would you rate your friendship with 1?
-infinity

3. How long have you known 4?
huh who's that?do i know him??!?!!?

4. How do you know number 3?
The vast world of internet!!!

5. Where's 5?
Off in the world of no return hoping to create history.

6. A fact about number 1?
Is blur.loves to crap lame things.her famous name is Lame Mei Chee

7. Who is 4 going out with?
wait...DO I KNOW HIM???most probably with gays.

8. What does 1 do for a living?
Pengerusi for United Of People Blur Congress.Just be blur thats all she needs to do

9. Would you live with number 3?
i've watch it in shows SLUMBER PARTAY!!!!

10. What do you like about number 2?
pro gamer....dont mess with him...or he'll rape you

11. Do you miss number 5?
YES ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE SHE VENTURED OUT!TO MAKE HISTORY

12. Would you make out with number 4?
he's a shemale

13. What's your opinion on number 2?
pro gamer....

14. What's your favourite memory with number 5?
She...She...She...Killed barney for me!

15. What will you do if number 1 and 2 were going out?
OMG PERANG DUNIA KE-4 MELETUS

16. Ever had a long conversation with 5?
Yes the words just keep on coming like a cluster of bomb

17. Have you ever slept at 2's house?
pro gamers dont allow noobs

18. Do you hang out with 3 a lot?
Never =(.

19. Who have you known the longest?
1,2,3,4,5 they're my past life best buds during the ching dinasty where they died by my side during a massive war between humans and stray dogs.

20. What will happen if number 1 and 5 have a relationship?
World war 6

21. How often do you talk to 1?
Never get to.Shes too busy with her Of People Blur Congress

22. What about 2?
Pro gamer..........................................

23. Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend?
yes....were galfriends!!!!bff!

24. Would you go on a date with number 5?
Yes with my life

25. Do you dream about number 2?
No....hes too pro...i cant handle the proness.

26. What did no.4 did to you that you can never forget?
he....he....wants to be my gay parthner...nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!

27. What have you done for/to 1 that the person never forgets?
I didnt do anything she's way too blur to interpret my doings.

28. What's 3's hobby?
Crapping and finding hawttie's!and her names andy fak!

understand

All of this are totally bullshit.Why should i care about my brother?Not once not twice but countless of times i've treated him and what the hell he gives me in return?It's already been a year now the computer is my possession MY ONLY SOURCE OF INFORMATION AND MY ONLY WAY TO INTERACT WITH OTHERS.He got seriously obsessed with online games like MAPLE A RETARDED 2D GAME(YES I PLAYED IT BEFORE TOO I AM RETARDED TOO).He just bosses around the computer THE WHOLE DAY FREAKING DAY MORNING TO NIGHT IF I DONT GET IT.AND WHAT I DO?JUST SITTING THERE LOOKING AT HIM MONITORING THE COMPUTER?THIS IS TOTALLY STUPID.AND RECENTLY I'VE JUST TOOK HIS SIT AND I AM NOT IM A GOOD MOOD HE WAS BACK FOR HIS SIT AND HE JUST GAVE A STUPID BLACK FACE AND IDIOTICLY SAT ON ANOTHER SPOT AND EAT HIS DAMN FREAKING LUNCH.AND OH MY MY MOM,HERE COMES THE SUPERHERO TO THE RESCUE "JOHN, WHY DONT YOU TALK TO HIM IN A PROPER MANNER" IM LIKE WTF LA OK.SHE ADDED ON "YOU ONLY KNOW HOW TO TREAT YOUR FRIENDS "NICE" WHILE YOU(I) TREAT MY PARENTS BAD" OK FIRST OF ALL CMONYOU NEVER GAVE ME A CHANCE YOU JUST GO AROUND JOHN DO THIS JOHN DO THAT WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TRYING TO PROVE NOW?WE DONT DO ANYTHING THAT STRENGHTHENS OUR BOND WE NEVER GO ANYWHERE DURING HOLIDAYS WE NEVER TALK TOGETHER THINGS THAT FRIENDS USUALLY DO.OK YOU MIGHT HAVE WITH MY RETARDED LIL BRO THATS BECAUSE HE IS THE YOUNGEST.BUT DID YOU GAVE ME A CHANCE?ALL THE ATTENTION GIVEN TO MY YOUNGER BRO ALRIGHT THATS "REALLY REALLY FAIR" RIGHT NOW SINCE YOURE THE "MOTHER" YOU CAN ABUSE YOUR POWER.I DO REMEMBER MORAL TAUGH US SOMETHING ABOUT THE FREEDOM TO SPEAK OUT.AND THIS PROVES NOTHING,YOU NEVER LET ME VOICE OUT MY FEELINGS AND HOW WOULD YOU KNOW WHAT IM THINKING?"YOU SHOULD LOVE YOUR BROTHER UNCONDITIONALLY" YES I AGREE WITH THAT BUT THE SAD THING IS THAT WE BROTHERS NEVER DO ANYTHING TOGETHER ITS ALWAYS BEEN YOU HAVE YOUR LIFE I HAVE MINE SO DONT GET INTO MY LIFE.WE DONT DO FAMILY BONDING STUFFS LIKE SHOPPING TOGETHER I MEAN REAL SHOPPING NOT THOSE RETARDED GROCERY SHOPPINGS GOING OUT FOR LUNCH AND ALL THIS IS TOTALLY STUPID EVEN WHAT IM WRITING NOW IS TOTALLY STUPID.you want me to treat you the way i treat others normally?try treating me as a normal being for once you never did.I am very dissapointed in you my mother i've got nothing more to say.I am more ashame to be your son.To hear my father's side that they love their mom so much and how much they did for them.But when it comes to you i try to think of something nothing,N-O-T-H-I-N-G!pops up of my mind.And i wont delete this post.