ill miss it.

Lets not be sad because it ended.Smile because it happen the crazy times we have and share.It's better this way i assume.For now we don't have anything to hide from each other.Everything is clear for the both of us.I'm letting it go so that you can pursue for what you desire not being a rock thats in your way.When i said this is the last time i call you sister.My eye's watered up and tears came down.Indeed i will miss the word sister as you are the first and only one whom i call sister.

more memories.

Ahhh its been some time now since i went into maple!Well its because i dont have anything to do with it anymore lol so yeah quitted last december 2007!So today!!!i went into maple along with MY MAN!LEE LIAK PEIR aka MilkMo0n aquilla please add if youre interested single sexy 15 going 16.Below are the screen shots that we have taken.

One of the many memories i have during in maple this was taken in the year of 2006.

MO MOO MO MO MOOO!!MARINA FOR US YAY!!!MAY THE COW BE WITH US!

No matter how much i love you

I will still hate you.

In assosiation with Lee representing the SELAK CLAN!

You two stupid retards dont believe fine here's the prove!!!lalalaal

Well thats all nothing much.

Happy Faces

The hearts and happy faces of students after finishing their SPM examination.

mother.

A mother's touch

His care towards his mother,
Has open my mind to different angles of point of view,
I have just notice,
How caring can a mother be,
For all the time i have doubted her,
Hate,despise and cursing is the only feeling i have towards her,
He feed her with such care and kindness in his actions,
As the moment carry on the more i witnessed and the more i think,
They may not see it but,
The inside of me is crying as heavy as the clouds's could storm,
On the outside is what remains of me no difference than a stone inside and out,
Time is short on her hand,
Do i have enough time to get her to forgive my sins,
I changed after this and another tear breaking moment in my life,
My point of view towards my own mother,
I may not be able to say it in front of you,
But i still love you no matter how much you scold me from now on,
I may hate you but within it there more love where hate comes from,
I will change and be a better man for the sake of my family,
This is not a promise but an oath that i made to myself.

9 more days lol

Woke up at 1 in the afternoon today.Results of sleeping at 5am in the morning.Alright asked mom whats for lunch she said nothing so its practicly self-service.Took out 10 ringgit put it right into my wallet told my dad imma off to lunch daddy!Oook was thinking of having a mamak lunch which is mee rojak with cendol to top it off since there's a cendol stall there.Started my walk right when i was about to pass my grandma's house my uncle called me over.Talk a lil then he called me in.He seems to be chopping wood?Well he told me the story behind it which is because the wood that he's chopping into tiny and thin pieces is to let it dry under the sun then boil it with water.The water will be drink after doing so.WHY?Because he found out that THAT particular wood actually heals his long suffered knee illness which has been with him over 7 years.Incredibly he finally found a cure!awesome!Oh ya, he trated me with uhhh "chee yuk kon" its those dried pork meat that we usually have during chinese new year.Alright nothing much there he gave me a passion fruit afterwards.And it tasted good!a mixture of sweet and sour!Its my first ever passion fruit i ever had haha looks like my decision to stay isnt wrong!Hmm then he made a cup of uhhh honey water?poured it into a bottle then he told me that he's gonna see his mom(my grandma) in the old folks home.Since i never seen her for quite a while and never actually been to the place i decided to go along with him.Cmon its paying respect to the elders!Alright off we go!He drove to a restaurant called Khalis something to buy the special tosai that they serve for the workers in the old folks home.Too bad the restaurant was close.So he just drove along to places just to kill some time before we went to the old folks home since its only open to visitors at 2.30p.m.It looks like the old folks home is located near satay zul.Its been more than 6 months since i've been up close with my grandma i remember her very well when i was a young chap she used to gift me tons of pocket money to buy candy and stuffs.Thinking back of those moments just put a smile on my face.Her kindness is something that cant be replaced with.To see that my uncle is so sincere to my grandma im very touched indeed though she's old and causes nothing good but truoble he still cares for her so much.... she has an illness which makes her forget things very quickly and over time she forgets more even who she is perhaps.Ever since i came back from Kl i've been more patient with my mom and doing things that she asks regardless of mood.It turns out that she's treating me better in return as well.I'm dissapointed on myself as well im so ashamed that i cant understand much of cantonese.Since thats what my uncle and grandma speaks to me... I wish i know cantonese...After spending half an hour with granny my uncle took me out for lunch at Old Town Kopitiam trying out their white coffee not really special in my opinion just average and had koay tiaw soup.Thats about it for my day.

You babi dont get so emo lah.I wasnt in a good mood in the first place thats why i dont want to chat.

40th interact district conference.

Well it's maybe late for this but argh who cares.Woke up early on that morning.Double checked everything that i had to bring along and my own things.Everything seems to be there time to head over to the bus station!Went over to Mei Chee since she's the first one there later followed up by Pavi,Mohanes,Komala,Kaminees and the others came later.Meet up with the rotarians that we saw during the leadership camp which includes Rotarian Ho,Rotarian Rizal,Rotarian Chia and some more others.Got news from him that my cousin from Japan was coming back to Malaysia soon.Soon everyone was there bags into the store of the bus everyone up in the bus ready to go!LETS GET THE JOURNEY GOING BABEH!!!

Ok the bus trip was entirely boring.SINCE THIS IS MY FUCKING BLOG I AM HERE TO VOICE OUT WHAT I THINK OF THE FUCKING BUS TRIP.I feel is it like totally up to them to pick the fucking positions in the bus?THE REST OF THE GANG ARE BEHIND THE BUS WHILE PAVI MUNIS AND I ARE THE FRONT ONES.I pity pavi as this is his FIRST and LAST conference trip that he will be having.Quietly in front there with NO entertainment but his phone listening to musics and gazing into the boring road IS THIS EVEN FAIR?OH RIGHT LIFE'S UNFAIR FUCK IT THEN.The rest are behind talking talking talking happily with one another.AWW WHAT A LOVELY SIGHT AINT IT???Oh man since its their time to rule it has their name all over on the seats which their particular group are in.Fine let it be since it's their year ill be patient and not nag about it anymore since its already enough.COOL DOWN JOHNNY!

Arrived in Klang around 1 i guess then we freaking waited under the bus station under some shelter there.We waited around 30 mins for the other bus to pick us up to Kompleks Rakan Muda.Alright were there yay for us!Check-in right away got our junk food,caps,notebook,pen and all sort of other junks!Alright got our participant cards.

After thats done time to find our group since were late so yeah we gotta go around asking this marks the very beginning of the conference that i have been long awaited for yeah!Went around asking asking asking...finally found E3!!!!Alright the group was pretty no VERY! quiet indeed what the hell not like what i expected!!!the interactors who went there were so timid not all there are A FEW very prominent ones.Alright time to get down to business they gave me a weird stare then i just settled down without much problem with their tiger stares which might give some of you all the creeps.Ok they ask for an intro so an intro i shall give them.Names john im holding the post of I.U. director for this year from kuantan the school of Saint Thomas.Done!without problems at all the others just wow... clapped lol~.Alright then we discussed about our cheer cry asking opinions from one another and wtf!!!I am really disappointed only around 4 including me gave suggestions and the only ones who had the WILL of an INTERACTOR.No offense for other interactors but you came for the sake to interact with other interactors from another corner of a district right?you came all the way down here just to be QUIET?thats no way to enjoy this once in a life time opportunity at all is it?Once thats over there's a guy from Victoria Institute demonstrated his school dance and wow it was certainly unique!thumbs up for ya!But too bad we cant use it for our cheer since its STRICTLY forbidden by his school seniors.Alright after all the blabberings over we headed outside and started shouting like idiots and more opinions coming in and a few more guys came in thank god they were able to talk at least!Our cheer cry was
E!E=excellent!
C!C=courage!
H!H=honour!
O!O=OMBAK!?!?!?(wave)wtf lol!

30 minutes passed so everybody check into their respective dormitory.check in check in put things then were off to our next slot.done here done that time for tea break!That night there was a comedy show conducted by Rotarian Ravinder Singh.Well he certaintly gave the crowd a big laugh but i wasnt really laughing AT ALL i guess im someone who's hard to come by eh?After all of thats over supper back to the dormitry chit chat with my room mates which are Jana,Man Hou and Alvin new friends awesome guys!Light out at 1.

2nd day
Woke up around 5.30 i think went to bath brush teeth etc done here done that poof time for breakfast!OH YA THERES ONE THINK TO NOTIFY IS THAT THANK GOD THE FOOD HERE IS MUCH MUCH MUCH MORE BETTER THAN THE FUCKING ONES WE HAD IN OUR LEADERSHIP CAMP BACK IN KUANTAN IN AMANSARI RESORT IT WAS BAD ENOUH I HAD TO RESOLVE IT TWICE.After breakfast its time to get back our asses into the hall and listen to lectures.hooray....But this time there was a band yes a band!boys brigade of some school performed some song one of them is keranamu malaysia the rest i have totally no idea.Spectacular performance indeed i wish to see my neighbouring school mgs's band in action as well lol.Then the vip's came in along with 13 flags i think with each interactor from their respecting state carrying their state flag ours was carried by Suk Fek from sabs.After that they called out each of the following interactors accordingly to their states after being called out corresponding interactors will stand up and give a cheer followed by a clap by the audience of interactors.In the afternoon we were given one of the most troublesome task of all the business challenge where we will try to convince some investors upon our project.It was really tough for my team as the spirits were very low and very quiet i felt pity for the group leader as she had to to everything by herself and tried over and over again to raise the teams spirit.We were discussing too much on something that we didn't go crazy on our idea's.When it was the presentation i totally look up on group A's presentation.It was spectacular especially the exchange students use of language.He was from Australia names Christ Harvey.Then we were forced onto some lame game.done that supper went into the dormitry chit chat boom lights out.

3rd/last day
Ahhh its the last day... it was pretty sad as i got to leave all my friends for now.But it wasnt so soon yet.Washed up had breakfast then we went into our dormitry pack our bags took out the bed sheets and pillow sheets and gave it to the receptionist.Called into the hall without knowing we have check out yet or not we hesitately went to the receptionist to do so luckily we did it because we havent checked out yet.Well on the last day there's not much happening just voicing out our points of view on the conference AND problems faced by the interact club.After thats over one of the rotarians promised some interactor that she will dance along with ALL the other rotarians so they all went on stage and started dancing dj used "i like to move it move it" sound track which is heard in the movie of madagascar 2.Finally everything came to an end where we had to set farewell to our friends here and move on to our boring holidays back again.But thats not all.... i DIDN'T went back home instead i stayed on in KL!with my aunt.Well thats another story people will be posting about it later.

Badges that i collected throughout this year and during the conference.
Not much but they bare great memories in them!

She said

Shen an I'm breaking up with you!
LIVE!
I HATE U.
babi, how could u. you broke my heart into a millon pieces.
asshole, babi. heart breaker.
HATE HATE HATE.
did u know how much i love you?
did u ever spare a thought for me?ever.
the times we had together. were they all just fun and games to you?
than why did u had to make it all so real, gave me false hope so i can fall so deeply in love with you.
IDIOT! i can't ever hate you though how hard i tried to.





this is not real, but only a crap post.
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Fine you idiot!Be that way who cares!
And you said im the special one pfft!
Go die lah you i don't ever want to see your bitchy face again.
You have done nothing but only giving me nightmares.
To think that you truly loved me for who i really am.
IM SUCH A BLIND FOOL TO LOVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU.
Oh who would even spare a thought towards a bitch like you?
Love me?
You despise me more than you ever loved me.
Cant hate me even if you tried?
Well good luck suffering there bitch.
No one cares for you EVER
Get a life whore.

happy birthday Mei Cheeeeeeeeeeeee

Featuring Lim Mei Chee!!!
One of the leng lui's of mgs
And ALSO one of the Blur-est girls around mgs!!!
It has been 365 days complete on today which is the day you were born.
So.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAH ISH!!!!LOL!
If anyone is interested please visit her one and only blog!

Hong's bday bash

Presenting Hong's birthday party bash!!!Its just a group photo lol.Lazy to explain lah a picture speaks a thousand words.

Great memories.

Great great times we had during the iu night.Two more years.Just two more years and all of this will end.Oh how i wish it wouldn't end that soon.I've been thinking after getting a degree,getting a job,got married,have children then what else is there to do.Maybe i've been thinking too much.Is this all that we humans are to do after everything's archieved whats next.

unknown cravings

Ahhh the holidays its gonna end soon then the form 4 life starts!Well before that happen's im having a strong craving for food these days like for an instance im craving for tau fu fa,satay,cendol,rojak,those malay food and kuih's!!!cha siew pao and lots more!Man next week's gonna be a week of food!where i walk around kuantan searching for nice food lol well if its affordable that is!!!

I guess i wont be online much these days due to my brother REALLY controlling the computer at times and i will be probably with the ps2 playing back my games and finishing it and playing NEW games!!!So the blog wont be updating much as it is like it used to be.

games.

Rating:9/10

Crisis Core takes you into a place far before the actual story of Final Fantasy 7 where everything before Final Fantasy 7 is revealed.The story is about a SOLDIER named Zack.A devoted SOLDIER which dream to be a Hero."Keeping your Honour" and "Embrace your dream" these are the two most memorable quote's in the game.Soon later it was found out that a 1st class SOLDIER deserted Shinra for his own goals not long after that incident Angeal, the senior to Zack too deserted Shinra.The story slowly unfolds as you venture on further into the game.For some reason i am not satisfied with the game yet.As for the ending it is indeed a very touching one.Someone who served an organization so well but in the end only longed for freedom just got hunted down by huntsmen.Their relationship,Zack and Aerith was truly a sad one as it has been 4 years since he had last seen her and she had sent him 89 letters only the 89th which is the last one came to him.It was delivered by a beast protecting the chruch where the flowers were.While the other 88 letters are with the TURKS.Fighting with every bit of strength left within him to safe Cloud and hoping to return to Midgar to see Aerith again but he couldn't he was outnumbered by the amount of soldiers.It is indeed a heart breaking moment for the ending.The reason im giving it a 9 out of 10 is because the side quests are the same with the same objectives nothing to spice up the game.This is a game you want to get and for those Final Fantasy 7 die hard fans out there like me this is a must have.The ending gave me tears.

Rating:10/10

God of War has always been a game of pure action with blood,gore and never a moment to get back your breath as the action keeps coming.The story is about Kratos or also known as the Ghost of Sparta serving the gods of Olympus hoping that they will ease him from the nightmares that he is having.As the story goes on the action keeps getting more intense than it is with more magical relics that he acquire to aid him on his journey the battle's are a blast and makes you coming for more.It is a game not to be missed.

Back,maybe

Its been some time since my last blog entry.Ahhh i guess i wont be going online much lately since my brother will be in possession of the computer most of the time... addicted to the game maple.Anyways, the conference was nice for me as i got to meet a lot of people there all over malaysia from government school to international school interactors meet up.Im just too lazy to write about it ill just leave it for now.

taken by the pro cameraman which was our room mate,JANA!!!our new gay family!!!

i dont have much in mind now as im stuck to the psp with the game FINAL FANTASY CRISIS CORE!!!!its been hmm 4 days of playing now any my play time for the game is 32 hours wow i played alot lol.imma final fantasy fanboy dont mind me.