Monday, September 1, 2008

i ask myself,

The friends surrounding me are they really true friends,
Is it really too much if i what i wished is only to have friends,
Have i been used or made played of.

I ask myself twice.
Is it all a mere coincidence that all of this happen to me,
Am i miserable,
Am i happy,
Whats the purpose of this petty life.

The poem i once wrote with was it meaningless?Was it written by all fake emotions and illusions?

I reside in the dark,
The glimpse of hope seem impossible beyond my grasp,
The eerie feeling surrounding the vast atmosphere,
Stranded on the entrance of babylons gate

I have sheath my will from my undying sorrow,
I have give it with all my heart to escape this sorrow,
Fate,it isn't always there when you wish for it,
Paradise,does it exist or its just a mere illusion in my eyes

Shadows appeared upon my sight,
You all gave me hope upon living on my dreadful days,
You have turned me over a new leaf,
Thou i shan't forget your deeds

Friends i cant live without you the times we spent together,
Tears rolled down to my cheeks reflecting the times we had,
Memories that i cherish,lives on and finally dies within the roots of this world,
My friends i wont forget all of you,
I'm glad that i meet you all may we be friends again in our next life

Whats this feeling im having right now.
Everytime i remember it and saying it out loud whats my wishes just submerges my eyes into a realm of sadness.How long will this last.I dont know maybe i'm ought to be like this as it happen countless of times regardless of time and place.

As the time passes,
It all rots away,
Relationship,memories,friendship,love,
Washes down the stream of water,
Leading to a world of eternal questioning,
The more i stuggle,
The more it pulls me down with its current,
To forgive i may,
To forget its impossible,
A mark left by a splinter cant be removed so can a memory,
Sweet memories will always be there,
So does the bitter memories even the ones which is always haunting us around,

I feel i have been wasting my life writing this total piece of crap.

Friends Forever

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Will Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Just give me some time.

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