The school holidays has already started 2 weeks ago. I am currently working part time at Golden Screen Cinemas at East Coast Mall. School holiday is awfully long, 6 weeks. So i decided to take 2 week off from it to earn some money for my hanging out sessions next year. Working environment did not change much just that the people change. I am kinda happy that i got to meet back my old friends that worked with me early this year.

I often wonder, am i too serious/mature or just simply asocial. Often i see my other friends on social networks communicating with others very often. But what put me into this position of what i am thinking is because from my point of view most of their topics are very childish topics to begin with accompanied by childish comments.

I guess its just that i don't really have an ear to attend to for a very long time already. Ya'know someone which you can attend to everyday and tell them everything about your day and what you have been thinking. Until then i guess i will be sticking to this confined space for a while.

Its already 10 months through this year and much have happen. More on that later. I enrolled into Form 6 somewhere in May in a place called SABS. Weird that when i was a young lad age of 12 it kind of used to be my dream school but it seems that now i am here it isn't THAT great as i expected.

Although i have ventured quite a milestone in my new life i still can NOT get accustomed to the ones surrounding me in my class. I do not care if my classmates stumble upon by blog by chance or anything, but if they do then GOOD for them because its a reflection of what your fucked appearance is to the people around you. As i was saying, though it has been long that i have immersed myself into my class i still have yet to reach an understanding with them besides of those that came from my previous school. Till, now i could not understand how the cultures of those who lives in the outskirts of town. They are WEIRD. You look at them and they give you weird faces. WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? There is one thing where i simply cannot accept in their attitude is, they just take peoples' belongings for granted WITHOUT asking permission, this has caused me to search for my stuffs miserably from top to bottom from time to time. It is as if they do not learn simple manners from where they are judging by the way they act.

That is just a part of it, the second is just even worst. There is this group of ignorant group of rascals which laughs at almost everything, yes everything. It just happen today where a car had passed by and horned a few times out of the blue they burst out of laughter. There is this one person which i despise in the group a LOT. He is an attention whore. He laughs out loud while the crowd is quite to seek attention. Talks out loudly. The best fact about him is that he can NOT give out a real fact! He loves to BOAST around talking nonsense. He is the director and the actor of his own life drama. He might even win the award for best attention whore. This dude just doesn't know the line. Blurts out everything without a limit and can go on and on till its the end of the world. There is this one epic moment where the teacher told him "A good student but with no attitude is nothing". I do not know that he understands English or not but his reaction was a laugh? The teacher kept on going in dept of what she is trying to get into the little brain of his but he just keeps on giving cock reasons like "WHERE GOT!" and more laughs. What can i say with such people?

Thats pretty much what i had in mind for now

Things are just so fucked. I really don't see people that i can mingle with freely. Activities used to be fun to be a part of. I looked to my left, right, front and my back there just isn't anyone which swims in the same water as i do. Remember the feeling where you look forward to a certain day because there is something which interests you? Been some time since that happened.

I feel, I feel, I feel just sad :( . I wish i had someone i could attend to all the time telling things that's on my mind.

It has been over a month that i am studying in my new school. So far its kind of alright. The ice has finally been broken among-st one another. Some people tend to change a lil because there is a different environment from their previous education institutions. I thought that i will never be used to the rich chinese environment but i am getting along with it just fine somehow.

Yesterday, as usual that i THOUGHT it was like any normal school day but it wasn't. It was also the school's sport practice days where teachers would be half-occupied throughout the school, so i thought of bringing my LX-5 along me and also did i brought my first camera that i used in my life, the FS7. Just as the chores goes, letting my younger brother off to school before i head off to mine. As i walked into the school compound with my bud we decided to just stay at the assembly field as it was just about to start. Time passed on as we were talking and suddenly there it was, blonds on sight. Was i dreaming? Was i hallucinating? Was it an illusion? They-Were-Real! There were 18 girls, students from some school in Melbourne, Australia. The moment they were introduced in front of the students it seems like the only cheers were from the guys and over at the girls side seems to be very eerie. The 18 girls are on a study trip to Malaysia to learn about our culture and such. In order to support their aims the school has given us opportunities to bring them into our classes during language lessons and that was our golden ticket to skip our lessons! We manage to get 2 of them into our class after recess. Overall, i'd say the whole session was kind of stiff and in my opinion some of the dudes asked very silly questions like "What cars do your people drive over there in your school?" . Honestly, i felt very bad for them as the whole class was like talking to one another with a language that they couldn't understand and sometimes laughed. If i were to be in their shoes i would be thinking "What in the world are they talking about? Are they like bitching us with another language on purpose? Why are they laughing? Seems like they are making fun of us.". Just as how things has their good and bad, we manage to learn a little from them and had a little insight of how their place looks and works.

Sometimes i want someone to tell all my things to whether it the bad hair days of mine or its just something that im so happy of which i want to share to the whole world! It's really nice to have someone like that which i think i seem to have been missing it for a while now :(

Cherio!

Funny when you think back of the things you used to do and who you were when you were young with just no worries from the outside world, friends, money, future, studies and almost everything! Recently the electric supply has been cut from my house from mornings around 9am till late evenings 6pm. The people who are managing the electric supply are doing some upgrade on their wires or something. It has started two days ago and this is the third(counting from the date where this post is gonna be published). According to the technicians that it only require's just three days to complete this upgrade but i seriously doubt so as locals here have a way of doing things in their own sweet pace.

As i was waiting for the electric to come back. I suddenly remembered about special school events such as teacher's day and independence day celebration that schools have it annually. I notice when i was in primary, i had never attended to any one of them. There was once i was suppose to take part in a little performance for the independence day celebration, rehearsals were done and in the end i did not turn up. Man what an attitude i had back when i was a lil shrimp and i even had the nerve to come back to school as if nothing happen on the next day and ask how did the presentation went. I guess being grown up now, knowing proper protocols i am able to look back at my old self and laugh how improperly behaved i was.

Lately i have been seeing a lot of wars going on in social networks. Yes wars. Not the one where blood are spill but wars on teenagers about their social life. It kind of bores me to see one of the other giving one another false hopes and denying it. Sometimes it is just so funny that i find myself laughing in front of my monitor.

I guess thats it for this entry. Oh, and i might be doing a V-log for maybe the next entry or the next next entry :D . Cherios

Much have happened. Lets start by going back all the way to February 21 where i have got myself a job along with Danesh and Lee. As how things usually starts, the first month went on with full enthusiasm but after that the job started to be boring. Doing all the dirty work that my parents are doing to raise me up made me realize that money doesn't come by easy at all. Imagine that your time is only worth rm3.60 an hour for your service, thats terrible! It taught me a valuable lesson that education qualification is very important! My reasons for this job is so that i can pass my time more valuable by earning some money for myself and also its to achieve my goal to have a full manual camera. A year ago i thought that the camera that i wish for is impossible for me to acquire but after 2 months of hard work i have finally earned it by my own sweat and tears.

On the way i manage to make a few friends. Three turn up to be very good buddies and the rest are kind of like friends for the sake of not feeling left out at work. The sad truth to this is i actually find that friends at work would not last as those who are still working there will have new workers to bond with and by time i am sure that i will just be a mere acquaintance to them. Nonetheless, they are still great people.

Amirul and Afiq

These two are one of the nicest guys i met while working for Golden Screen Cinema's East Coast Mall. They have taught me well and been there for one another during boring times.

The cleaners

The cleaners over there really deserve compliments as they are a very friendly bunch and very easy to mingle around with. I learned a few words from them and also their language, Sri Lanka language!

The Crew

Chow time after the conference

Conference

Overall, it had been a great experience working there for 2 months from 21st of February till the 27th of April. The reason why i stopped is because i am gonna take form 6 which is coming very soon, 9th of May.

In this short time frame. My good friends Lee and Danesh were going off to college very soon. We didn't get to hang out much but at least we did in the short moments. After they went more of my classmates are disappearing off as well.

9th of May arrives. I had a lot of things undone especially being all my certs not being certified yet. A few of my friends and i who are venturing to form6 turned up in our previous school, Saint Thomas to take some missing certs and certify it. Everything we did is really on the 11th hour and i guess this trait of ours will never change. We turned up at our NEW school, Sultan Abu Bakar. The environment is very different from my previous school. The biggest difference is that there are girls over here and the school is a LOT bigger compared to my previous school. There are so many teachers around i don't think even a pure student from that school would recognize all of the teachers. The first week of Form6 is pretty much crap with all the talks. But in one the final day of orientation the Upper Six organized something for us to go physical instead of putting our ass on the chairs whole day long. It was quite fun. It would have been more fun if the dudes on my group are more sporting. On friday we finally get to enroll into our classes. I see that physics class has majority of boys in it and girls as minority. Everything seems so far so good. Today, can be counted as our official first day of class. I see that half of the class has started their so called path to perfection process aka tuition. Tuition homeworks were on the table already. In my opinion is tuition really a necessity? I seriously think that students these days have a sick way of thinking that "If you don't have tuition you're doomed". One of the most outrageous things that i find outrageous is people discussing with friends on the first day about, "Do you have tuitions for *insert specific subject*?" . I have no further comments to be made. My class seems to be a bunch of nerds and also typical Chinese type of people. It is gonna take a while for me to get accustomed to my new surroundings.

These days, everyone are starting to disappear in one another's life but thats normal because it is a part of growing up. I see friends that gone to college now doesn't seem to tap back with their old friends. Less and less options which i see available on my Instant Messenger to talk to these days. I guess its just i am afraid of being alone thats why i am saying this.

Back and now

I was thinking back then how would i go through the slow days but now it seems that things has settled as it is. I did not get anyone new in my life to talk to everyday but i found myself more open to others and made a couple of new friends in return as well. I guess i know how hard money comes in now. Going out of house from as early as 10am and going back home as late as 11.30pm but thats not all things can be waaaaaaaaay later than this!

Highlights of 2010

Here is how it started and ended :)

Chinese New Year 2010

- Chinese New Year last year has really been a thrill to me and i hope that this year offers no less than what that it had last year! Since the first day of Chinese New Year i found myself going out everyday and coming back after the short arm of the time keeper hits 12. I gambled, A LOT! The best win was while playing baccarat at a friend's place. There were over 8 players i assume. Most of them are good buds. We took turns to be the banker in that game, so when it came to me everyone was like, "John. I respect you as a friend, so i won't disrespect you *RM 10 on the floor*". Not one but half of the entire crowd did that! Basically in my mind it was like, "Shit John you are gonna lose BIG and might be going back with shit in your pants OR i might be winning big". The thought of winning did not occur to me at all as to because luck seems to be the worst thing i have. As the cards are given out, there were no sign of people throwing up their cards indicating its a 9 or an 8, phew! The drawing phase then began, everyone took a card and all of them seem to have a sinister smile on their face, hell was on to me already. My first 2 cards were bad, i got 13, making it a 3. So, i drew my 3rd card to my luck i got 5 of hearts! That put me up to a very steady stand! Oh did i mention that both of my previous cards were hearts too! All out! In that one round i earned over 100 ahahaha! But the best part of CNY is, the gathering of friends! Oh! And also the Red Packets!

School Life

- 2010, marks the final year of schooling. It is that year too that our brother all the way from Hong Kong is going back. Were gonna miss you bro! Thinking of school, i find myself very lifeless doing nothing at home during schooling hours. Gonna miss the birthday rape's, scoldings, drama's and above everything you, my fucked up classmates!

Deepavali

-Deepavali was the shitz! I remembered i suffered so much on that day! I went from house to house to fill my stomach up over and over again till a point where i find it hard to move around! You guys should strategies your open house! Let one be for breakfast, lunch then dinner! It was like all for lunch last year! The best part of Deepavali has got to be the prank we did over at parvesh's place. Acting as if we are planting a Molotov on the middle of the road when we know the car's are coming and seeing their reaction! Sorry satha we didn't eat much over at your place, because of that you got scolding from your dad. We will begin with your house next year!

PUPA

-PUPA. It is a camp organized by the school for students to just chill out and relax! My friends and i are the committee's! Practically we can cause all the havoc we want! But unfortunately what we plan did not work out well. it was for 2 days and 1 night somewhere in balok. The day was proved incredibly tiring with all sorts of activities fun and games! The best part was at night. Eating snacks that we have planned earlier while talking bout GHOST stories! Gajeen had the FUNNIEST expression! He is SUPERBLY SUPERSTITIOUS!!! We were talking about a certain ghost then Gajeen quickly interrupted, "YOU LOOK UP IN THE TREE NOW! YOU LOOK UP! THE GHOST SURE THERE ONE! SEE LA STUPID GO TALK!" ahahahaha! The fun did not stop there! Gajeen had to go to the toilet so we played a lame prank on him which is, doing ghostly sound while he was taking his shit! That guy really ran out when we did that and keep on saying he heard ghosts! I loved lying on the beach that night looking up at the stars by the sea breeze :) . Times like this are really gonna come by hard.

Moral Party

- I believe this is the best party i ever had! A total Lump Sum of RM500+ from the MORAL SAFE! I was one of the few donors :S . Nonetheless, the party that was put up is absolutely da bomb! Gotta thank Dinish for the chicken. Oh and Dinish, you said were gonna have another session like this aren't we? Well, WHERE IS IT? Being the cook is certainly a hard job! With all the smoke flying to your face and getting to your eyes, ouch! The best part has gotta be the part where everyone tells one another (student to teacher) on how they feel towards each other! Loads of fun hearing what he thinks of us ahahha. Another nice part is the BEST STUDENT OF .... caremony! There are a few title's to be won! I'll try to list out the ones i remember. There are Pelajar paling lanci(cocky), Pelajar paling bermoral, Pelajar paling "ada bola?", Pelajar paling HAMSAP and a lot more that i couldn't remember as the titles were all hilarious!

Surprises

Met Dato Lee Chong Wei just by a food court out of my school!

Known you for 2 years and over. Finally being able to see you in life was really great :)

Thats about it. Oh i forgot something =/ i don't have much pictures of this year's International Understanding Night of Saint Thomas :( . It was THE best dinner that i have attended to! Even said so by the principal and the teacher advisor himself!

Until then, Good Bye and Happy New Year!